❛ 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐞𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧. 𝗇𝖼𝗍 𝖺𝖽𝖽𝖾𝖽 𝗆𝖾𝗆𝖻𝖾𝗋

▼ Close to cracking ▼

| Warning; touches slightly on mental heath issues, but not at all in detail.

"I'm sick to death of being screwed over by this people. First I get fucking kidnapped, KIDNAPPED, and almost died and now I'm being targeted again by another psychotic bitch trying to get me kicked out of my company? Like what the fuck did I ever do to these people?"

Chaehyun had lost all sense of calm and honestly, nobody blamed him. He'd been through a lot in his life, always being targeted by at least something, heck Baekhyun was surprised it had taken this long for him to completely lose his shit. Other than not talking to his sister, Chaehyun had just gone on with life as normal.

Moments prior, the raging male had received a phone call from his manager claiming that a group of anti fans were now back on his case. Whether he knew one of the sasaengs involved, he had no idea but he was being targeted and these people weren't for messing around. They wanted him out of SM Entertainment.

"Honestly, I'm not the type to fight a girl but if I have to knock the shit out of one of these psychos then I will." Taemin had since taken over the phone leaving Baekhyun, Kai and Ten to calm down the younger male.

The threat was empty, Chaehyun wouldn't risk his reputation by laying his hands on any of them, he'd let them suffer in a different way but he was running off of pure anger and hatred towards these people. He'd had enough of always being a main target. He just wanted a normal life. An idol would never live a normal life obviously, but they sure as hell shouldn't have to put up with this every month.

"My life's like a fucking game show. 'Oh, who will be the next to make Chaehyun's life a living hell? Will they set new standards for crazy people or will they do just some basic shit to him like you know running him over!? Stay tuned to find out' seriously, i can't relax wondering when the next time I'm going to be put in a situation like this."

The door opened and Chaehyun didn't even bother looking up. A hand latched onto his and he gripped it tight once the familiar scent of Lucas' cologne met his senses. Despite his hurt towards him, Chaehyun couldn't afford to push him away – not right now when he needed him the most.

"So um...I just got off the phone and well they think one of the staffs is involved. You aren't allowed to go near the company for today, we need to keep you far away from the staff and the public just in case of an attack...these people are dangerous, Chae...what have you done?"

"Literally nothing. I don't do anything to provoke them, they just seem to want to make my life a living hell. Fans are crazy bro, I'm scared for my life and that's not fair. I shouldn't have to live in fear. I have a good day and I get worried wondering whether something is going to ruin it. I wake up and wonder if today is the day that more shit will go wrong. Meeting fans I'm on edge just in case one of them tries to attack me. This isn't right!"

Chaehyun could feel his blood pressure starting to rise and his heart picked up in speed. Taeyong closed his eyes for a split second, all of this just made him feel even worse because he didn't even know Chaehyun felt like this. Reopening his eyes, he let out a breath and turned to Lucas who was rubbing Chaehyun's shoulder.

"Take him out of here, run him a bath, just relax him. We're gonna discuss what's going on and then make some phone calls to see what's going on. Right now, he just needs to be calmed down."

Taking in his hyung's orders, Lucas nodded his head and helped Chaehyun to his feet. The older male didn't even try to protest and allowed his partner to pull him out of the room. Once the door closed, the group let out a collective breath that none of them knew they were holding.

"I'm really worried about him," Kai mumbled.

"We all are, these people are-"

"No I mean....worried about his mental state. What if it gets too much for him to handle and he just snaps? All of this is too much for anyone to experience let alone a kid. He's not coping well but he's hiding it brilliantly. I'm worried he's gonna crack..."

Everyone knew the meaning behind Kai's words but nobody dared open their mouth. Taeyong was inches from breaking down. He too, was worried for his younger member. Maybe leaving the spotlight is the best thing for Chaehyun or maybe, him finally fighting back will be a turning point.

Eitherway, he would need to be very closely monitored because Kim Chaehyun was pretty darn close to losing his mind.

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Chaehyun has been through too much like I feel so bad :( it's okay tho because happy endings exist...Or do they? 😏

Im planning to write a new female oc but I'm torn between NCT and BTS because those are the two groups I just have the most inspiration for female oc wise.

Thank you so much for reading, this wasn't proofread but I hope you enjoyed anyway.

You are greatly appreciated 💚

- Blue x