It's Only You// Payton Moormeier 🌷 💖

T h i r t y - t h r e e 🥺

*when you woke up your head hurt like mad and you were freezing cold, you could see Payton sat at his desk with his head in his hands*

y/n~ Payton?

*you turned around and his eyes were puffy red and his eyes were bloodshot red, he walked over to you and sat on the bed, you sat up*

y/n~ what hap-

Pay~ shh, you still need rest buba, you blacked out

y/n~ B-Brent?

*you get up frantically, Payton held you down*

Pay~ baby, you need to rest, it's not safe for you to be rushing about like this

y/n~ what happened?

Pay~ after we left, you collapsed, I gave you your medicine and brought you back here, you've been out for hours

*you wiped his tears and kissed him*

y/n~ why is my life so shit? Everything has just come crashing down on me since we got together. My ex has come back to torture me and Brent tried to abduct me and god knows what else, I didn't ask for this Payton, I-I don't know what I did wrong

Pay~ some people just don't want us to be together, other want to be with us individually and some just don't care

y/n~ but what if they're right?

Pay~ don't say that y/n. We love eachother, their opinions don't matter

y/n~ but what if their opinions are right? what if they see what we can't?

Pay~ why wouldn't we be see it?

y/n~ because we're so in love

Pay~ exactly, we're so in love we can't see the people that hate on us, why should we care?

y/n~ because, since we got together, my abusive ex has come back and hurt me again, and Brent has attempted to abduct me

Pay~ that's not because we're together, that's because they want to be with you

y/n~ and they cant... because I'm with you

Pay~ so if we weren't together you would get with Brent, or you would get back with Callum?

y/n~ no

Pay~ then why do you care? whether we're together or not, your opinion on them isnt going to change. So why should they change our relationship?

*you could see his eyes start to tear up*

y/n~ because I keep getting hurt!

Pay~ and I'm trying y/n! so hard. to keep you safe, but I cant!

y/n~ and I need to be safe Payton!

Pay~ if we break up, they wont stop, they want you be with them, they don't want you to be single, because they're not happy, and that isn't our fault!

y/n~ but they do it, because we're together!

Pay~ no it's not! they do it because you're with someone that isnt them, someone that doesn't hurt you or control you, Callum hurt and abused you before we even met! thats not my fault!

y/n~ so its my fault?! Really Payton, you are unbelievable!

*you get up and start to walk out to the back yard*

Pay~ y/n, that's not what I meant!

*you ignored him and carried on walking, when you got outside you took off your shoes and socks and dangled your feet in the cold water, you could hear the birds singing in the trees, your eyes start to water, a tear escaped and landed on your cheek, after that one, you couldn't stop them, they just kept on coming, it was times like this you wish you had your kit, you could hear Payton walking behind you, he took off his shoes and came and sat with you*

Pay~ y/n please, talk to me?

y/n~ I'm so stupid, how could I let this happen? but all these people! Callum, Brent, Amber, they don't want us together, maybe their right, I don't want them to be, but what if they are Payton? then what?

Pay~ can I take you somewhere? I need to show you something

y/n~ okay?

*you got in the car and Payton started driving, you knew where he was taking you cuz you went there so much, the beach, when you got there, he helped you out and you went to the same bench again, he held your hand and looked you in the eyes, his were still all red and puffy, but so were yours*

Pay~ y/n, this place is the most important to me, ever, do you want to know why?

y/n~ why?

Pay~ this exact spot, we told eachother about how we felt, we kissed for the first time, I gave you this

*he lifted your hand up to show you the ring on your finger*

Pay~ I gave you that ring because I love you, and I promised you that I would never stop loving you

*he started crying again*

Pay~ I don't c-care what everyone else says, because I love you, s-so much and I would never hurt you, Callum? he's in j-jail, remember our celebration t-to that? Amber? haven't heard from h-her since, so we don't need to worry about her, and Brent? he's going to court, he's being charged y/n! to keep you safe, a-and I will not stop until you are happy, I would go b-beyond limits for you, because I care! and I know you do, y-you have done nothing but be there for me since we met, and t-thats one of the things I love about you, and many others

*you started to cry, you were choking on your words, barely breathing*

y/n~ a-and I love you too, more than anything in the world Payton, you are my favourite person in the world, and yes I will always be there for you, no matter what, because I do love you, I want to be with you

Pay~ then be with me

*he moved closer and wrapped his arms around you, you buried your head into his chest, his heart was beating like mad, you were finding it hard to breathe, but the warmth of his hug soothed you, you looked up at him*

Pay~ I love you y/n, and I don't want to loose you

y/n~ I'm so sorry, I shouldn't let them control us and our relationship, I love you too

*his hugs are the best, they make you feel complete, like nothing in the world exists, just you and him, you walked back to the car holding his hand, when you get back in he put his hand on the gear stick then held your hand and put yours on the gear stick and cupped yours, when you get home, you decide to stay at yours with Payton, when you got there you got changed into one of Payton's hoodies and took off your jeans, Payton wrapped his arms around your waist and cuddled you, he stroked your hair and kissed your head*

Pay~ please don't let anyone get in the way of us again?

y/n~ okay

*you cuddled until you fell asleep*

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a/n~ I cried when writing this chapter so all better appreciate my god damn tears