It's Only You// Payton Moormeier 🌷 💖

F o r t y - s e v e n 🌷

*you stood up and smacked Ben*

y/n~ what the fuck! I don't even know you and you just kissed me infront of my boyfriend! YOU PSYCHO DICK!

be~ I'm sorry, like I said, I couldn't help myself

y/n~ you are disgusting

*he started walking towards you, he put his hands on your hips, you pushed him away making him fall over*

y/n~ DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME!

*you ran after Payton tears welling up in your eyes, when you got to your hotel room you couldn't open the door, you knocked as hard as you could*

y/n~ Payton open the door! It wasn't like that! You know I wouldn't put you through that again

Pay~ what the fuck was that then! because I just stood there and watched you kiss the boy, you fucking kissed him...

*he said as he swung the door open and walked into the hallway, shutting it behind him, his eyes were bloodshot red and puffy, and his face was pink, you could see how hurt he was*

y/n~ he came on to me Payton! I was going to leave but he asked to talk for a bit

Pay~ you didn't stop him!

y/n~ YES I DID! I PUSHED HIM AWAY PAYTON, I DIDNT WANT ANY OF THAT! I LOVE YOU! HE IS A RANDOM KID THAT WAS AT THE FUCKING VENDING MACHINE PAY!

Pay~ but you kissed him... you are my absolute fucking everything and we both know for a fact that I would never do anything like that to you! I hardly even talk to any girls other than Faith, Nessa and Abby because I know how hurt you would be if anything ever happened and I put all of my time and effort into our relationship because I love you and you just threw all of that away by kissing a boy you don't fucking know?! *he started crying more*

y/n~ HE KISSED ME! AND I FEEL LIKE SHIT PAYTON, I WOULD NEVER PURPOSELY KISS SOMEONE ELSE

Pay~ what so it was a fucking accident? people don't accidently kiss someone that they aren't dating, and even if he did kiss you, you knew what you were doing was wrong the second he said a fucking word so why didn't you leave before it happened?

y/n~ I tried Payton, I tried, he asked me to stay, I told him I was leaving so he kissed me

Pay~ what did he say?

y/n~ he said he "couldn't help himself" and I know that isn't a good excuse but I was shocked I didn't pull away fast enough I know...

Pay~ I just can't wrap my head around it... I saw you kiss, and that was it and I don't know what your conversation was before and I never will and it's driving me fucking mad, and I guess I missed you pushing him away because straight after I saw you kiss, I just looked down at the floor and started crying

y/n~ and that wasn't what happened Payton, I told him I was leaving so he pulled me in and kissed me, I pushed him away, but not quick enough... I'm sorry

Pay~ is that the truth, please, I don't want to go through this again, especially with you...

y/n~ it is the truth Payton, I wouldn't lie to you, I hit him straight after, he's disgusting, I would never want to be with anyone other than you, and that is a promise *you showed him your ring, he looked at it then held your hand in his*

Pay~ so it didn't mean anything?

y/n~ no of course not Payton, you are my everything... I love you with all my fucking heart, and I would never put you through that, I know how hurt you were after Amber, I'm not like that, I didn't know him, I really thought we were just having a friendly conversation, but not all boys are that sweet

Pay~ I know, I know you're not like that...

y/n~ I'm really sorry...

Pay~ it's okay y/n, I just saw something and thought something different, please promise me it won't ever happen again?

y/n~ never ever *you stuck out your pinkie and he shook it*

Pay~ I'm sorry for being so mad, I shouldn't have taken it out on you

y/n~ no you have every right to be mad, I kissed someone else, if I was in your situation, I would be really mad as well, it's a normal instinct

*he hugged you tight and pulled you close, he rested his chin on your head, you could still feel his body jittering from crying so much, you tightened your grip and move closer, you get on your tip toes and kiss him on the cheek*

y/n~ this might be too early, and you don't have to say it back, but I love you and I really did think we were just talking like normal friends

Pay~ I know, I love you too

*you just stood there for a few minutes and hugged then you went back in the room, you threw the candy on the bed then grabbed your phone*

Chase~ what. the. fuck.

Pay~ I'll talk to you about it later

Chase~ okay

*you decided that Payton actually really wanted to talk to Chase so you told them you were going over to Abby's hotel room, you were actually going to see if Ben was still down in the lobby*

Payton's POV:

*y/n told us she was going to Abby's hotel room, to let us talk I guess? I hugged her and then went and sat on the bed with Chase, y/n left and Chase just stared at me*

Chase~ okay, so what the fuck was all that about?

Pay~ okay, so when I went to see what was taking her so long, I walked down to he lobby and she was sat on the sofa with some boy, I really didn't care to be fair, so I started walking over, I stopped to check the time and when I looked back up they were kissing...

Chase~ what the fuck!

Pay~ no listeeeen.

Chase~ ok?

Pay~ then y/n looked up at me and I ran, not giving he a chance to explain, then that's when I came in here

Chase~ yeah I heard like the first couple sentences but then you stopped shouting

Pay~ yeah, see I thought she had kissed him, but he came onto her and she pushed him away and then saw me, when we were outside she told me she genuinely thought they were just having a friendly conversation and then he kissed her, she pushed him away straight afterwards and was about to come up here and tell us what had happened but I have already seen it and thought she had kissed him

Chase~ did you see her push him away?

Pay~ no, as soon as I saw it I just looked down and started crying then when I looked at her again she was stood up staring at me

Chase~ she isn't that sort of person either

Pay~ yeah, I believe her but in the moment I was just so mad I couldn't focus on anything else than them kissing I guess

Chase~ yeah, I understand, you okay now though?

Pay~ yeah, I think it might take a bit of time before I forget what happened or how it made me feel but I really love her and I'm not going to stop

Chase~ you two are so fucking adorable, I hate when you argue

Pay~ same, I've never cried over someone so much, not even Amber and she fucked me up

Chase~ true dat

Pay~ okay I'm just going to chill till our section is called

Chase~ same

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a/n~ wanted to post this tonight so tomorrows might be late :):

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