Million dreams「twisted Wonderland x reader 」

M-Chan's ramble

I'm very depressed right now and I don't even have a mind to write a chapter, I don't feel like smiling too. I feel so worthless, my best friend for six years and I have a mini-crush on, juts go straight and ignore me. I can't believe it. And by school work, it's too much and I'm very sad, and now I don't have a mind to do anything, just eating is hard enough. I'm sorry you have to see this side of me but I'm depressed and with some mental illness (anxiety,phobia,depression and etc.) And always wish to suicide for 3-4 years now. I am so tired. So so so tired. And I want her to know  that is she okay there? I miss her real much. Just her ignoring me and acting so annoyed all the time could make my life and my depression worse. But i deeply care about her as my sister, so I felt so hurtful and felt like I was betrayed. You know.. I Don't really should let you guys see this part of me, so I'm sorry.