His love was the one she wanted.
His attention was the one she craved."
Scarlett Williams, a normal college going girl with dreams of her own.
Not a believer of love.
Fan of happy endings.
A bubbly, happy go lucky girl with awesome friends and paren...
"Ultimately, the worst kinds of pain do not come from your enemies but the people you love and trust."
- Beau Taplin
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Scarlett's pov
Finally!!
Today's the day to end all my overthinking about this marriage.
It's just so amazing, right? Knowing now you absolutely have no choice but to do that thing. ( Sarcasm, so much sarcasm)
Also, why this stupid gown has to look so beautiful anyway? This is soooo pretty. And these stylists also did my hair amazing. My makeup is still natural.
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I am liking my look though but not the reason behind it.
I'm getting married!!!! Like really married, as in MARRIED!
OH MY GOD!! What the heck am I doing?
It's not the time to back out.
Ughhhh!!! Just stop thinking Scarlett. Just stop!
I told myself while looking at my reflection in the mirror.
Just a few hours. Only a few hours.
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I was standing at the altar. Xander was standing beside me. He was wearing a black suit as usual but I don't understand how he always managed to look more handsome than before each time I see him.
The priest spoke,
"We gather here to unite these two people in marriage. The essence of this commitment is the acceptance of each other in entirety, as lover, companion, and friend. "
On his words, I turned to look at Xander. I couldn't clearly see his face because of the veil but it was clear that he was also looking at me.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to accept him as my lover. Don't know if he ever will accept me as his lover. He'll be my friend, my companion and so will I be but I'm so uncertain about love. Being his lover and he being mine.
"A good and balanced relationship is one in which neither person is overpowered nor absorbed by the other, one in which neither person is possessive of the other, one in which both give their love freely and without jealousy. Marriage, ideally, is a sharing of responsibilities, hopes, and dreams. It takes a special effort to grow together, survive hard times, and be loving and unselfish."
Everything the priest spoke ,I felt them inside my body, my heart. I don't know what I'm doing.
Marriage is so sacred , so beautiful. And ...... I'm don't know what this marriage holds for me but I have a feeling whatever is going to happen, I will not back out.
