// MINA //
I was alone.
Even with my eyes closed, I could sense I was the only one in the room.
I slowly opened by eyes, blinking a few times to adjust to the light. And that was when I heard the light sound of water droplets hitting the window.
It was raining.
Looking around the room, my eyes finally landed on the ripped clothes on the floor.
I hugged the blanket around me much tighter, making sure it covered me properly.
I was bare underneath it, and aching all over.
Tears filled my eyes when I remembered last night, as images flashed in my mind unwillingly.
I shut my eyes tightly, sobbing quietly as I was scared Seungcheol would hear.
it really happened, it wasn't a nightmare
I pulled my left arm from under the blanket, bringing it up to my view as my breathing became shaky.
there it was...his name engraved into my skin.
I covered my mouth as I cried harder, forgetting that I had to be quiet.
What was I going to do?
The sound of the door startled me, as I sat up, making sure the blanket was covering my body as I wiped my tears away quickly.
The door opened, Seungcheol walking in, his eyes on me.
"You're finally awake."
He closed the door, before walking to the bathroom.
I rubbed my eyes again to make sure there wasn't any tear marks, before I pulled the blanket higher up my body, making sure I was completely covered.
A few seconds later he came out of the bathroom, with something that looked like a perscription box in his hand, but I couldn't see the writing properly.
He threw the box at me, as it landed in front of me, causing me to jump a little.
"Take it now," he said, giving me another glance before walking out the door, closing it behind him.
I looked down at the box, before picking it up hesitantly.
plan b pill
he gave me a birth control pill.....he went out and bought it?
I had been using contraceptive pills in the past for period cramps....and he knew that.
yet how did he know i wasn't using them anymore? Did he check my things?
I swallowed harshly before opening the box, letting the instructions paper and pill slip out.
I read through the instructions, along with the side effects, as it was my first time using it.
I bit my lip, realising that i didn't care what kind of side effects I would get, I had to do it regardless.
Taking the pill out of its packaging, I bought my shaky fingers up to my mouth, before swallowing the pill down.
My throat burned, and the second I turned around to put my feet down on the floor, I felt my entire body scream out in pain, making me hold my stomach as I cried.
It hurt, every part of me hurt.
Holding onto the bedside table, I got up slowly, clutching my stomach even though it didn't help with the pain.
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psycho // choi seungcheol
Fanfiction"loving him, giving him my all.... was my first mistake."