An Open Window (Kakashi X Reader)

Kakashi's Thoughts

Warning: This is Kakashi's side of the previous chapter. Just warning you this is going to be sad. 

Kakashi's Pov

"Itachi Can-aah." Sasuke shouted through the mic. I look over at Itachi in alarm. 'Shit, I knew something bad would happen...please Y/n....just please...be ok.' 

"Sasuke?" Itachi said and brought his pointer finger to his ear. 

Silence 

'Why isn't anyone answering?!' I thought and I can feel my heartbeat quicken. 

"Sasuke?! What's wrong? Answer me!" Itachi shouted and all I could her was heavy breathing coming from Sasuke's mic. 

"Itachi, we need to find them now." I said and Itachi nodded. I quickly form hand signs and slam my hand on the ground. 

"Kakashi? What's wr-" 

"Pakkun, no time. Can you all track Y/n and Sasuke?" I shout and all of my ninja hounds look at each other and nod. 

"Right we are on it!" Bisuke says and Itachi and I follow behind Pakkun, while the others disappear. We keep running and running, my chest begins to tighten. I just keep praying to whoever, my thoughts are swarming through my head. 

Bark, Bark

"Kakashi, just ahead!" Pakkun says and that's when I hear Sasuke shouting. 'What is going on?!' I thought and then my worst fears begin to surface. 

"Chidori!" Sasuke yells and I hear chirping noise. We both finally made it but, it was too late. I see Sasuke hand through Y/n's abdomen. 

"Nooo!" I shout.

"S-Sasuke?" I hear Y/n say and I bolt over. 'No this can't be happening!' 

"Nee-chan?!" Sasuke says and pulls his arm out from Y/n's stomach and I catch her. 

"Y/n?!" I shout. Knowing that it's too late.

"Why is it so quiet?" Y/n mumbles and I feel myself begin to cry. I brush her face and I notice she's looking up at the sky. My tears keep flowing and eventually fall on her s/c face. 

"Is it raining?" She asks and that's when I see the light fade from her eyes and she stops breathing. 

"Y/n!!! No!!" I shout and bring her closer to my chest. 

"Not so great seeing someone you love killed, is it Kakashi?" I hear Madara say. I look over at him and glare. I look over at Sasuke who stood there frozen and his eyes were closed. Blood slowly leaked from the end of his eyes. Sasuke then opened his eyes and that's when I saw it. 

"Mangekyou sharingan." Itachi says out loud and Sasuke doesn't reply. I notice Madara walking towards Y/n's body. I bring her head closer to my chest and glare at Madara. 

"Stay Back!" I shout and Madara pauses. 

"Why?" Itachi asks with clenched fists. 

"Why? Why all of this you ask." Madara says.

Silence

"It's all according to my plan...Although, I wanted Y/n to die..It's just an added bonus her younger brother did it...I was really hoping it would be Kakashi...but the deed is down." Madara said. 

"Why, did you want her to die?" Itachi asked trying remain strong. 

"Hmmm, oh? I thought you would have caught on by now? It's her rinnegan, in order for it to develop certain criteria had to be met and one of those ways was her death." Madara explained. 

"Where's Rin?" Itachi asked and I pause and look at Madara who taps his mask. 

"Right here." Madara says and activates some sort of teleportation jutsu. 

"Dad!" Rin shouts and then pauses. She try's to run over but, Madara grabs her arm. 

"Now, Now not so fast. How about a trade." Madara asks. I feel my body shake and I look down at Y/n's body and hold her tighter.  Itachi then runs over and try's to grab Rin from Madara's clutches but fades through both of their body's.

"What's your answer Kakashi? Hand over Y/n's body and I'll give you your daughter." Madara says and I look around. Sasuke's still trying to process what happened and Itachi stands there looking down at the floor. 'I have no choice. I'm sorry Y/n but, I have to protect our daughter. I love you, I'm sorry I wasn't here to protect you. Please say hello to the others for me. Goodbye.' I thought and kissed her head and took off her necklace. I slowly got up and picked Y/n's body up. 

"Kakashi-san! What are you-" 

"Itachi stay out of this." I said and Madara warps Y/n's body into another space and lets Rin go. She comes running toward me and hugs me. 

"Good choice. Now then I must be going...Later." Madara says and disappears. 

"D-dad? W-what happened to mom?" Rin asks and I sit there and look over at Sasuke. 

"Let's just go home, ok?" I ask and take a deep breathe and exhale. Rin looks down at the ground and I see tears fall from her face. I can feel my body begin to break but, I have to keep it together. 

"O-ok." Rin says and I place the heart shaped locket in my pocket. I slowly pick Rin up and hug her. 

"Sasuke." I say and he slowly looks over at me in sorrow. 

Silence 

"I don't blame you." I say and Sasuke looks at me with wide eyes. Despite what I truly felt at this given moment, I had to no room to talk. I couldn't blame someone for something I did myself. And I was the one who created the very jutsu that ended their lives.