Hidden Hearts Ranch

the stars

North

Its been two years since we last seen her,it's like she just vanished, after letting her walk out the door those years ago,we never saw her again, she left without a trace, the academy doesn't even know where to find her, I mean we know she is a ghost but you would think that someone in the academy cod find her, even if she some how went across seas,you would think there would be a red flag I'd she traveled without identification, but no she just disappeared, she never came back to school, no one ever saw her come and go from her house, she never showed up at uncles diner or any other academy owned business anywhere,with her beauty and light,people would know if they come across her,when she left, she left everything we ever gave her behind. So we had no way of tracking her. While we just existed we finished up the Ashley waters mission, certain people asked about her, and we didn't know what to tell them as we didn't have complete answers ourselves. Unless her father up and moved with her leaving the other two behind, we don't know what happened to here, I think it was six months after she was gone, I started to spiral after realizing she was it for me. She was my baby,I was her protector,she would call me if she had a nightmare,no matter who she was with,she used to tell me I was the one she felt she could tell,because even if I yell to show I care, she knew that without a doubt I would always be there for her whether I approved of something or not, she found something in all of us that she could see others couldn't, I was her protector her Northstar to always guide her, Silas was a perfect hug she could always be embraced in, kota grounded her with numbers and nose kissest that was there thing, Luke was her fun, Gabriel was her stylist some how those two kept each other in the now, he would get to play dress up with her like his own personal doll, and she would remind him of how valuable he is to this family,her and life in general. She was Victors princess who never asked for anything, she never wanted Victor to spend money on her, and to him that was the most precious thing to him, she never used him for his name, his wealth,she loved him for him not what he could do for her. And that's why Victor spoiled her,because she didn't want him to. Sean would get her giggling with his flirtatious ways and then he would swoop in with kisses st get her to stop,we secretly knew what he was doing,but she was so innocent. Then their was Nathan he got to hold his peanut almost every night, the only time she really stayed with anyone else was if his gathered showed up. But he was her muscles, she loved to be wrapped up in everyone's arms but she could always count on Nathan to be there even he was the time to punish first than ask questions. Than with Owen, they had a connection that no one understood, she would see things that no one else would, he was her rock,she always saught to him for approval even when she didn't need it, I remember at their first meeting how intimidated she felt in his presence because of how he comes off, but through their time together she managed to wiggle her way into the eer so perfect and stoic Mr. balckbourne and his walls would crumble down when she was present, he started to show us the teenage side of him. The playful side, he would prank the best of us when we weren't watching,he let her see his vulnerable side when he showed no one else. While she gave him a reason to let the walls down around his family, he gave her a sense of security and a love like no other. She taught us to love and we taught her what a family was. And we let the heart of our family go years ago.

As I sit here at north shore,our spot, I can't help but look up to the stars and wonder if she's looking at the same stars. If she's happy and what she's doing in her life no matter where she is. I can't help but think of her upon waking up and going to sleep at night,her always being my first and last thought of the day. If it's what keeps.me going and sane so be it,she's the reason I haven't hit the bottle,I know she would be disappointed if she were to learn that. Taking a deep breath and releasing some of the tention I will myself to relax before this next mission, apparently we will be doing security with the Toma team,while the Kalo team will get to play bodyguards to one of the elites that will be present, not sure why they would need bodyguards at this type of charity event, probably some rich snob using it as a publicity stunt.
Atleast I won't have to deal with someone like that, I'll be in the competitors area. Luke will be in concessions with Gabe, raven and Silas will be in the area where the animals are held, doc will of course be in the first aid tent, kota with Marc will be out by the gates for spectators, Axel will be out in the stands while Mr. B and victor will be in the VIP section where the rich are to be. I guess Brandon will be helping me. And Nathan will be helping Axel. Guess the Kalo team will help where they can until there elite gets here. I here there is some big CEOs in attendance from new York coming to this event.