Hidden Hearts Ranch

Getting help

Cody

When Chester came and told me that I would be going with Sang, I was greatful for that,it's like she seems to know exactly what I need and when so I went and met her at the stable and saddle up shadow and ghost,those are the two we usually take for a permitted run. The day she showed up was the day my life changed,we were never attracted to each other ina romantic kind of way,our souls just connected on whole other level, to outsiders we would look like an into couple when in reality we were each other's rock, she told me about the abuse in her past and the boys that pretty much kicked her out, I told her about the verbal abuse and emotional abuse I got and that I still lived at home,she offered a place at hidden Hearts here in Charleston,only I refused,not sure why though. It's funny she got nicknamed rodeo princess after a few run ins with old Bart when she finally tamed the wild beast and redirected him. And Ryan and I forged together a crown as a joke because of it, but now its kind of become tradition on the circuit, it is left in one spot that is designated by the regulars when we know she is present at that particular show, it is said that whoever needs a little light in their life can pick it up no questions asked, once you place it on her head she ends up giving you the royal treatment, she stops what she is currently doing and gives you undivided attention, to her it's just you and her and no one else around. She has become the light to everyones dark. Even the officials have seen the boosted moral at some of the shows when she is present, a couple times she would show up in a helicopter and the mcs just ran with it because it added to the show. Now I live in Texas and am here with her for this charity event. But I need to ask her if I can stay here even though I don't want to leave Texas and I'm afraid to ask her. Well her goes nothing.

I said Sang.

She looked at me and hmmd,

I then proceed to tell her that things have gona from bad to worse at home explain that my alcoholic father came real close to taking my life. And that I need out,

She asks Cody do you want to leave Texas,I know how much you love it there regardless of your home situation
I told her if it gets me out of that house then I would do it.

She gave it some thought before saying ok you can stay here with me, but I'd like you to know just like this place is here in Charleston,there is another one in Texas she could hooke up with.

I looked at her wide eyed and have her a real smile conveying that I would prefer that, she said ok she would get on the phone with Becky as soon as we got back, and after the rodeo I would head to hidden Hearts Ranch in Texas, the reason she said that she opened up both locations was to help more people instead of trying to get everyone to one location.

I couldn't be happier.

She said that through her life rough as it may have been, she learned lessons along the way that truly helped her become the person she is today, she also proceeded to tell me her feelings for all the guys she's been hanging out with but also how she's unsure of the other nine guys that let her go, I told her to follow her heart, you can't help you love and if that means she's in love with all of them and they her so be it.