Hidden Hearts Ranch

I'm losing you

Sang

I walked into the other room,Victor was still playing and I didn't see anyone around that was worth my time, so I just stood with my back to the wall trying not to cry my unshed tears, Victors eyes were scanning the floor until he locked with mine,he knew I wasn't ok, and with a small jerk of his chin in a direction I knew where he wanted me to go, he was gonna take me somewhere private to talk so I messaged Devin to let him know I was going with Victor to a part of the house that was private and put my tracker on,I trusted Victor but not sure of the ones we were keeping an eye. Once Victor was finished, he met me and took me to a private room,not sure what they use this room for. But when we got there I walked over to the floor to ceiling and looked out over the rolling green lawn. I was trying to gather my thoughts. Victor finally asked that dreaded question,am I ok, and I just shook my head no, and with silent tears I said I'm losing him in all ways and I don't know what I did wrong.

All Victor asked was who.

I answered "Silas" my superman. I explained what happened that day at the rodeo, I told him everything in between including the club,then I told him about the very brief encounter we just had. Not one word had he spoken,no quick squeezes,no nothing,just put back upright so I wouldn't fall and walked away,I told him it felt like my heart was breaking all over again.
He just held me till I calmed down and then asked if I wanted my car brought around and I just nodded yes and thanked him, apologized for leaving earlier than I wanted to. I told him to call me tomorrow and we will plan something before I leave for Greece. He agreed and with a hug and a kiss to the forehead letting his lips linger there a little bit,he went and called for my car and to tell my bodyguards that I was ready to leave.

Silas

Again I just walked away from her without showing any kind of emotion,she looked so sad when she apologized for bumping into me. And I took the cowards way out, I don't know why I keep doing this, if I don't hurry up and do something,she will be walking out of my life for good I'm pretty sure of it. And she's the only one I wanted  since the first day I met her at my door. And the fact that she could speak my mother tongue was an even bigger turn on and now I'm loosing her because of my fucked up way.

Victor

Why the hell do my brothers keep denying their feelings for her, the look in her eyes was even more than I could bare, I'm finally getting somehwere with her and somebody destroys here even more. No wonder she doesn't want to talk to us, all they do is hurt her, don't they pay attention to her facial expressions,they used to,atleast Owen took a step by asking her to dance when I disappeared for performance time, well I guess her leaving early gives her a chance to avoid .y father,who I heard was looking for the princess,he's going to be in for one hell of a surprise when the girl I used to always bring home us the princess,the one that they always belittled.  Now to go do some damage control before she's gonna and doesn't come back for good.

I tell her goodbye and a see you Wednesday since she's leaving Friday and we part I head to find my brothers and she heads to the door, I watch her go until I can atleast see her body guards come into view. And no she's being watched as she continues through the crowd.