Hidden Hearts Ranch

lovin' her and more

Raven

I couldn't believe the scene she walked into tonight, she handled herself so we'll,even though we knew she was hurting,she didn't let it show, atleast the tried not to, and when she sung it was beautiful when Brandon lifted her to sit on the bar,I knew right there she was it for me,the final piece had snapped into place, then My sun wrapped her from behind and and I knew she was it for him as well. My little queen,his twinkle, just looked at him like he would he would get the moon for her if she asked.  The love between her and each and one of my brothers is admirable,she doesn't play favorites she spends equal time with all of us, she knows when one of us needs a little extra moment like her we know which one of us is needed at times when her emotions are flying. We all headed back to the ranch after tonight she went to her house,said she needed some time and to get everything for her flight,she's headed to new York Md none of us can go as we have. Mission to deal with while she is in new York. Just when I was ready to climb into bed, my sun comes in and Tells me to look out my window. So I do so, he tells me she's hurting right now. That hopefully this can be fixed,he says she can get over them but it's not what she wants. I watch her in the moonlight looking up at the moon. With the moonlight shining down on her hair she looks like an angel, after all she is Russias angel and Italy bambina. She's Ireland's princess, and soon she will be Greece's legacy, but first and foremost she will be our love,our life,and hopefully one day soon,our wife and then mother to our children. Corey tells.me to go to her and with a kiss to his perfect lips I do.

I make just enough noise so not to startle her,she looks to be in a zone and wrap my arms around her and nuzzle into her hair from behind, I see she has tears in her eyes and just wait for her,all we can do is be there for her and remind her she is not alone,that she is loved and wanted. I hear her and all she says is I'm in love with you all big bear, I love you I do,but I think I still have them just as much, am I in love with them, not at the moment, could I be, probably, but after tonight I'm not so sure that's possible anymore.. I listen and when she stops I ask her why she feels this way and at that moment she turns in my arms to face me, and says because tonme actions speak louder than words. And so far their actions have shown me that they don't want to be in my life anymore in any capacity, the only one to start mending our broken relationship is Victor  i will not take him from his brothers I won't split their family up, but if he truly wants to be a part of this family and he proves it then I will welcome him with open arms and I know you guys would too. Once I can trust him again he will be brought into the inner circle of truth raven,I wi tell him everything. I just nod to her to let her know I understand, Owen and his time better figure this out quickly because we are ready to be with her for life, and just like that I hear the music and with her in my arms I wrap one hand around her waist taking her hand to put on my shoulder while taking her other hand in mine pulling her close to me and we dance and never take our eyes off each other, and somehow we managed to dance our way to the house and we head into her bedroom where I treat her like the queen she is and fall asleep happy with our bodies entwined,we will shower in the morning before she leaves for new York. I look down at her sleeping peacefully on my chest,send a quick message to the guys,letting them know I have her and she's ok and that we need to speak with the Blackbourne team while she away and also to Victor alone. They agree and we all went to sleep dreaming of our life with little queen. Loving her to the moon and back.