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⚠️cutting⚠️

~morning~

I woke up but was still tired so I laid down again and felt asleep.

~1 hour later~

Bucky:„baby...hey morning...wake up..."

I opened my eyes and he kissed my forehead.

Y/n:„let me sleep!"

Bucky:„c'mon it's 10 am!"

Y/n:„what?!"

Bucky:„yeah c'mon breakfast!"

Y/n:„ughhhhh!"

After some minutes I came downstairs wearing a thick hoodie and sweatpants.

Wanda:„morning!-uhm why aren't you wearing a dress? It's really hot outside!"

Y/n:„i don't like dresses!"

Steve:„but you will change into one!"

Y/n:„no?"

Steve:„yes!"

Y/n:„but-"

Bucky:„no buts just change!"

I ran upstairs and changed into a blue one with long sleeves.

Loki:„it looks good on you!"

Y/n:„hmm...i don't know...but thanks!"

we both walked downstairs.

After the breakfast I said that I would go to Anna.

Of course they let me go cause they were happy about it that I had a new friend.

I met up with Jack again and we were talking the whole day.

Then we bought us lunch and talked again.

~9 pm~

I started walking home.

As I opened the door no one was there, they left a note: y/n we will be home at midnight ok? We are sorry! Cook yourself something and go to bed! Ly! Xoxo!
Your dads!

~10 pm~

I started watching TV when suddenly I saw a top model show.

I felt bad cause I didn't look like her so I went to the kitchen and cause of the whole stress i started cooking and eating really really really much.

I ate so much that my stomach started hurting really bad but I ignored it and ate more and more.

~11 pm~

I was crying on the floor and felt really bad for eating that much so I ran up to my room.

Y/n:„FUCK!"

i screamed and punched the wall.

Then I went to the bathroom but left the door open.

I took out my pocket knife and was about to start cutting but then I was scared because of my dad's.

After some minutes I started cutting and the blood was running down my arms and down on the floor.

I didn't even heard that the others came back.

~bucky pov~

I walked into the compound and saw the mess in the kitchen.

Natasha:„what the hell happened here?!"

Steve:„where is y/n?"

Bucky:„i think she's asleep..."

Tony:„if she's awake tell her next time she will clean this up!"

Steve:„of course!"

Bucky:„so uhm you will search here downstairs and I in the rooms upstairs ok?"

Steve:„yeah!"

I ran upstairs looked in all the rooms but suddenly I heard something what sounded like crying and sobbing so I ran into y/n's room.

No one was there but I saw that the light in the bathroom was on and the door was open.

I looked into the room and saw y/n crying, bleeding, with the knife in the hand on the floor.

Bucky:„what the hell?!omg y/n! Stop!"

~y/n pov~

Bucky took the knife and hid it in his pocket.

Bucky:„what happened?"

I was still crying and hugged him but he took me by my hand and sat me down on the toilet seat.

Then he started taking care of my arms and bandaging them.

Bucky:„you wanna tell me what happened?"

I shook my head and looked to the ground.

Bucky squat Infront of me, gave me a kiss, picked me up and carried me to my bed.

Steve:„BUCK! I CAN'T FIND HER!"

he shouted from downstairs.

Bucky:„SHE'S HERE!"

Steve came upstairs and Bucky told him everything.

In the mean time I felt asleep.

They saw, gave me a kiss and walked downstairs again.

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maevericcio

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