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⚠️suicide⚠️

I woke up looked at the clock to see that it was 5 am.

I was still very tired and embarrassed by that what happened last night.

My phone started buzzing and I saw a text from Jack.

Jack:„hi!"

Y/n:„hi!what's up?"

Jack:„just wanted to say hi haha."

Y/n:„ok haha!"

Jack:„wanna meet up today?"

Y/n:„i don't know maybe!"

Jack:„alright! Text me then! Haha I'm tired so good night again;)"

Y/n:„night night:))"

Suddenly my door opened and my dad's walked in.

Steve:„since when are you awake?"

Y/n:„i woke up 5 minutes ago...why are you awake?"

Steve:„we have a mission!"

Y/n:„again?"

Steve:„yeah we are sorry..."

Bucky:„and we will come back about 9pm so we don't want to see that again!"

Y/n:„what?"

Bucky:„y/n! You know what I mean!"

Y/n:„yeah....but can I have my knife back?"

Bucky:„no!"

Y/n:„ugh..."

Steve:„we love you! Bye sweetie!"

Bucky:„don't do anything stupid until we come back!and don't forget we love you dolly!"

Y/n:„i love you too! Bye!"

They gave me a kiss and walked out.

I heard how the door closed behind them so I let myself fall on my bed again and felt asleep.

~1 pm~

I woke up and was really surprised cause I slept so long.

I changed into a Los Angeles hoodie and sweatpants.

I walked downstairs and started texting with Jack.

Jack:„sooo wanna meet up in like 2 hours?"

Y/n:„hmmm OK!"

~2 hours later~

I walked up to him and we hugged.

We were talking the whole time until it was 7pm.

Then he must go home so I slowly stumbled back to the compound.

~8 pm~

I got bored and ran out for a run.

But before I ran out I wrote a letter: uhm hi!
I don't really know what to say....
I just wanted to thank you all for your help, support and everything else!
You all mean a lot to me but I can't live like that anymore....
I love you dad! I mean both of you! I'm sorry that I wasn't the perfect daughter or student...but I really tried ...
I just want to be happy again but I can't!
I will see you in a minute...
Love y'all
Y/n...

I was running about an hour then I arrived at a bridge.

I looked down and thought about to jump.

~9 pm~

I slowly climbed over the railing while tears were running down my cheeks.

~avengers pov~

Tony:„yeah that was kinda funny!"

Steve:„hm...no!"

He said sarcastically and everyone started chuckling.

Bucky:„so where is our princess? Y/n!"

Y/n didn't answered so we walked upstairs but we still couldn't find her.

Loki:„GUYS! WE ARE HAVING A BIG BIG BIG PROBLEM!"

he ran out of the compound.

Tony:„what's wrong with him?"

Thor:„i think he read y/n's letter..."

We read it too and started searching after her.

~y/n pov~

I cried out loud and jumped.

~5 minutes later~

Someone dragged me out of the water and helped me with first aid.

I opened my eyes and started coughing.

Loki:„hey hey hey shhhh I have you!"

I looked at him while he was holding me against his body.

Y/n:„what happened?"

Loki:„i want to know that from you! What were you thinking?!"

Y/n:„im sorry..."

Loki:„i was so scared... c'mon let's get you home!"

I was still shivering so he picked me up and I put my arms around his neck.

Y/n:„loki...."

Loki:„is everything ok? Does something hurt you?"

Y/n:„no..."

I lied to him.

Everything was hurting and I couldn't feel my legs.

He opened the door where everyone was waiting.

Bucky and Steve were crying.

Loki:„guys?"

Everyone looked at me and Loki cause we were completely wet.

Bucky:„y/n?! Please tell me she's fine!"

Loki:„yeah!i mean i don't know...we should do a check up..."

Bruce:„let me and stark do this...lay her down on the couch!"

Loki put me down, when I felt that I wasn't in his arms I woke up.

Loki:„hey how are you?"

Y/n;„loki..."

I wanted to stand up but fainted to the floor.

Tony:„hey hey hey take it easy! Lay down!"

I laid down and they started doing the check up.

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Love y'all

maevericcio

MarvelFanNl





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