Stucky's daughter

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~4 am~

I was already awake when Bucky started writhing in sleep.

At first I didn't notice cause i was brushing my teeth but then he started talking too so I walked out of the bathroom and saw him crying in sleep.

Steve:„hey hey hey...shhh buck..."

Bucky:„no...please."

Steve:„hey...shhh...wake up c'mon babe...hey..."

Bucky:„steve!" He yelled and woke up crying and breathing heavily.

Steve:„im here buck..."

Bucky:„steve..."

Steve:„sh shhh shh shhh"

Bucky:„i wanna die..."

Steve:„what?"

Bucky:„i wanna die..."

Steve:„no no no buck...listen to me! I love you! I love you so much! And I will never leave you!"

He started crying harder and I pulled him into a hug.

Steve:„shhh..."

Bucky:„i love you too Steven..."

I smiled and put a kiss on his forehead.

Steve:„try to sleep again..."

Bucky:„i can't..."

I started humming a song, put a blanket over him and gave him some kisses.

After I thought that he felt asleep I said to myself:„i really wanna start a family with you..."

Buck:„me too..." He mumbled and felt asleep.

~9 am~

I was downstairs drinking coffee with the others.

Nat:„where is Barnes?"

Steve:„he had a rough night...so he is still sleeping I hope..."

Tony:„hey! No no no! I don't wanna hear that!"

Steve:„not that rough tony..."

Nat:„what do you mean Steve?"

I shook my head and I felt tears in my eyes.

Nat:„hey...Rogers! What's wrong?"

Steve:„im not good enough for him..."

Nat:„what are you talking about?"

Steve:„he wants to die! He wants to die...cause he doesn't trust me!"

Nat:„no hey...that's not true!"

tears rolled down my cheek and she gently wiped it away.

Nat:„im sure he loves you!"

Tony:„yeah! I think so too! He loves you and that's a fact!"

I smiled and he patted my shoulder.

Suddenly someone kissed me from behind so I turned around.

Steve:„oh...it's you! Hey buck..."

Bucky:„i-im uhm im sorry..."

Steve:„its ok! I liked it!"

He smiled and his blue eyes light up.

Bucky:„morning..."

Nat:„morning!"

I sniffled and Bucky looked at me worried.

Bucky:„what's wrong Steve? Something happened? Did I do something wrong?"

I looked at Nat and she understood that I didn't want Bucky to worrie.