Trapped with Spiro Gray

TWSG : 52

CHAPTER 52

SPIRO

   
               SHE'S PREGNANT. She's pregnant with my child, again. That baby inside her is my child. I can't believe it. I'm going to be a father again. I'm happy, yes. But, thinking about Cheska... How can I explain this to her?

"Fuck..." I groaned.

We're here in Rivera Medical Services. Dinala ko si Phamela rito pagkatapos niyang mawalan ng malay. I didn't know! Hindi ko alam na buntis pala siya! Kung alam ko, bakit ko naman ipapahamak ang anak namin?

Mariin kong sinabunutan ang sarili. Ang problema ko lang ngayon ay ang batang 'yon at si Cheska. There's no problem with Phamela. Alam kong hindi niya kayang umalis at iwan ang anak namin.

"How can I fuckin' explain this to Cheska?" Our wedding is four weeks from now. Maayos na ang lahat. Araw na lang ang hinihintay.

Kung kailan ayos na lahat, tsaka pa nabuntis si Phamela. It's her fault! Hindi siya nag-iingat. Bakit niya hinayaang mangyari 'to? Tingin niya ba makukuha niya ako kung sakaling buntis siya ulit?

"Damn. My baby," Napatayo ako sinubukang sumilip sa loob ng emergency room pero wala akong maaninag.

Yes, that child is an accident. Walang may gusto na mabuo siya pero anak ko parin 'yon. The hell? Naka-dalawa pa kami ni Phamela? Wait, sabi niya kanina nasa hospital siya. Is it because of...

No way. They will never forgive me if something happens to the baby. I will never forgive myself either.

"Spiro! What happened?" Nag-angat ako ng tingin. There's mom and dad.

"Mom..."

"A-anong nangyari?" Tumanaw siya sa emergency room. Nangingilid ang luha niya nang umupo sa tabi ko. "What's this?" Hinawakan niya ang damit kong nalagyan ng dugo ni Phamela, o ng anak namin.

"P-pham is... Fuck." I looked down. I'm fucking guilty. Ako ang rason kung bakit nangyari 'yon kay Phamela.

"What have you done, Spiro?" It was dad who's asking.

"S-she's pregnant with o-our baby again." I can't even look at them.

Nawala sa isip ko ang kay Cheska. Now that mom is beside me, I can't stop myself from thinking about Phamela. She's a mother and she'll be in so much pain kung sakaling may mangyari sa bata.

"What? Oh, e, bakit sinugod mo rito? Something happened?" Hindi ako nakasagot. She will get mad and disappointed at me. "Spiro, akala ko ba para na lang kay Skyros kaya nagsasama kayo? Bakit may nangyari sainyo? Are you cheating again?"

What? Again?

"What did you do, Spiro?!" Dad stepped forward. Seems like he has an idea.

"I-I will never forgive myself if something h-happens to my baby." I whispered.

"Ano bang ginawa mo?!" Mom asked, getting impatient now.

I closed my eyes and my fist. I remembered my anger an hour ago. Ginawa ko 'yon dahil nagseselos ako! No one is allowed to touch her nor see her naked body! Bakit niya hinayaang mangyari 'yon?! Gusto niya?

"I freaking saw her talking with someone else! I burst into anger and fucked her until she bled! I didn't know that she's pregnant---" Hindi ko na natapos ang sasabihin ko nang hinila ako patayo ni Daddy tsaka ako malakas na sinuntok.

I groaned. Masakit pero hindi ako pumalag. I know, I deserved it. Hindi pa siya nakuntento, kinwelyuhan niya ako at akmang susuntukin ulit nang pumagitna na si Mom.