The life (Completed)

the life chapter 88

Flashback with yoonmin in a room

( it is from the part where they found out that jimin was feeling dizzy)

Yoongi carried and settled jimin on the bed comfortably , yoongi looked up at jimin face whose eyes were closed from dizziness and tiredness.

Yoongi caressed jimin cheek which were  paler than usual. He was really worried about jimin because he is witness of jimin suffering. He saw how desperate jimin is for having a baby, he saw how it affected jimin's cheerful nature , he saw how he cried nights saying he is cursed, he saw how jimin stops doing his favorite things, he saw how jimin started avoiding eye contact with him so that he doesn't know about his crying .

Yoongi had enough now he can't saw him  this broken. It's not like yoongi didn't want to have baby, he obviously wanted to have but jimin will always be his priority no matter what .

Yoongi had thought about adopting a baby so that jimin won't punish himself as he is doing now but he is afraid and didn't know how to talk about this to jimin. He didn't wanted to do something which ended up hurting jimin even more.

Yoongi train of thoughts break by jimin movement who was now awake , yoongi said " Are you okay? Are you still feeling dizzy? Let's go to hospital in the mornin_".

Jimin cut him off and said " I am fine yoonie..... And please yoonie no hospitals...i am fine you don't worry " . Yoongi said in low pitch with little nervousness " Minnie i want to talk something important with yo_ " .

Jimin said in between because he wasn't able to hear yoongi's word " Seokjoon is really cute hyung, isn't he?... His look really resemble jin hyung so much and he is intelligent just like joon hyung.....will he love me too like gukkie ?(said excitedly) ".

Yoongi smile a little and said " Of course... No one can avoid my Minnie's cuteness (pecked jimin lips) " . Jimin smiled and hugged yoongi as a response .

But his smile faded suddenly and he said while started crying " Hyu-ng if we had chil-d, I won-der ho-w they wo-uld had look-ed , I wond-er if the-y had you-r cat eyes or mi-ne eye sm-ile . H-yu-ng I am cur-sed... I can n-ever ma-ke you hap-py agai_ ".

Yoongi stopped jimin's blabbing by connecting their lips together for few minutes and said after breaking the kiss " Minnie your existence is enough for me, my happiness is seeing you being there for me, my happiness is seeing you happy......we will have a baby trust me"

Jimin said while crying " No hyung... Y-ou are not understan-ding wh-at I a-m say-ing hyu-ng.... I am curs-ed...we can ne-ver had a ba-by... Ne-ver.. Nev-__". Yoongi said while tearing up" Please for my sake.. Sto-p punishi-ng your-self like this.... I ca-n't see yo-u like this ple-ase Mi-nnie ....we will ha-ve our ow-n bab-y jus-t tr-ust me ".

Jimin was still crying while hugging yoongi tightly who was trying his best to comfort him. Yoongi wanted to talk him about adoption but was afraid that what if the situation got more worse. What if he thought that yoongi loses his believe in him.

He knows that jimin is more emotional than earlier So he wanted to be super sure before doing something. So he decided to avoid the conversation for sometimes.

Present

1 day later

In this 1 day jin thought more about the whole situation. He overhead Namjoon conversation with his subordinate on call.

Flashback

Namjoon was talking with his subordinate on call when jin unintentionally came there and heard their conversation.