My Unsaid Love

Chapter - 63

Sanyukta's p.o.v

We sipped our tea and I waited for him to speak something....

My heart was thumping really fast. Without even knowing the question I told him that I won't lie and now I am getting nervous thinking about the question.... But I have promised him not to lie , so no matter how awkward or difficult the question will be I  will give him an honest answer... I can never cheat Randhir sir... Never ever...

Thinking this I looked at him and he was looking towards the window....

I diverted my eyes when he started speaking....

Randhir sir - Sanyukta human emotions are really difficult to understand nei...

I nodded...

Randhir sir - Tama ku kana lage chance paaila pare b jane kaahinki nija emotions ku se manisa saamna re express karanti ni jaha ku se pasand karanti..
( Tumhe kya lagta hai ki chance milne k baad bhi koi kyun apne emotions ko uss insaan k saamne express nehi karta hai jise wo pasand karta hai..)

And for a moment I felt attacked like he is talking about me... but then I composed myself thinking that it's not me about whom he is taking... It's just not possible... Relax Sanyukta...

Me - Um... I.. I mean.. I don't....

Randhir sir - it's ok no need to answer now... Let me tell you what I think about this... You just say wheather it's right or not according to you....

I nodded....

Randhir sir - so jane kichhi express karuni maane se loko ebe aau taaku pasand karuni like gote time re pasand karu thila but ebe aau se feelings nahin ta paain...
( So koi express nehi kar raha hai matlab wo insaan abhi aur usse pasand nehi karta like ek time pe pasand karta tha but abhi wo feelings nehi hai uske liye..)

Na hele se bas gote admiration ku liking ra naa dei dei thila and time sahita seita vanish hei gala and ebe aau kaha ku se satare pasand kare...
( Nehi toh baas ek admiration ko liking ka naam de diya tha and time k saath wo vanish ho gaya and abhi wo sach main kisi aur ko pasand karta hai)

Aau jadi ei reason b nuha ta hele hei paare na ki se pasand toh ebe b karuchhi but se manisa aau ta pain jou feelings achhi se ete important nuhan I mean ebe jadi ta parents taaku aau kaha ku accept kariba ku kuhanti ta hele se without any problem aaram se accept kari naba na...
( Aur agar ye bhi reason nehi hai toh ek aur reason ho sakta hai na ki wo abhi bhi usse pasand karta hai but wo insaan aur uske liye jo feelings hai wo utna important nehi hai.. I mean abhi agar uske parents usse kisi aur ko accept karne k liye kahenge toh wo without any problem accept kar lega na...)

So tell me am I thinking right ??

The moment I looked at him I felt like he is scrutinizing me... But I ignored his strange gaze and immediately put forward my point of view....

Me - you might be right sir but I have a completely different thinking on this topic...

Like aapana jou first di ta reason kahile seita bahut loko nka sahita hue I agree on this.. Infact ei category re jou maane aasanti seemane kebe b se manisa ku truly pasand kari hi nathile... Baas nija mana ra confusion ku gote emotion ra naa dei dei thile... Time sahita seita sari gala... so semaananku kebe b ei topic ku nei ki importance dabara hin katha nuha because sethi real feelings bhalia kichhi jinisa hi nathaye..
( Like aapne jo first do examples diya na wo bohot logon k saath hota hai I agree on this... Infact iss category main jo log aate hai na wo log kabhi bhi uss insaan ko truly pasand kiye hi nehi hote hai... Bas apne man ki confusion ko ek emotion ka naam de dete hai but time k saath wo chala jaata hai... So un logon ko kabhi iss topic ko leke importance dena hi nehi chahiye because wahan pe real feelings jesa kuch nehi hota hai sir...)