My Unsaid Love

Chapter - 20

Me ( in mind ) - Sanyu chup ek dum chup tu kahinki siade dekhuchhu..tu se Stita,Sangeeta,Puspa,Madhu,Debashis, Hrudaya a maanaka bhaliya sir nka sahita kebe free hei paari buni..semane sir nka sahita Sabu bele Katha huanti toh sir nka sahita pic click Kari ba se maa nankara right... not yours...you are nothing but a nerdy so bilkul siade dekhena..
( Sanyu chup ek dum chup..tu Kyun uss taraf dekh Rahi hai..tu wo Stita,  Sangeeta,Puspa,Madhu,Debashis,Hrudaya in logon ki tarah sir k saath kabhi bhi free nehi ho Sakti..wo log sir k saath hamesha baat karte hai unse doubts puchhte hai so sir k saath pic click karna unka right hai...not yours...you are nothing but a nerdy average student so bilkul uss taraf mat dekhna..)

Thinking this I just turned my face away from him... nobody was there with whom I could have shared my inner turmoil.. Yes jini was there but I really didn't want to say anything to her now when I was not actually sure about my feelings regarding Randhir sir...I was actually not sure that wheather it was just a mere attraction or crush or something else....

These thoughts didn't make me frustrated but it made me feel so so sad that why I am not like others....why I am so introvert that I can't even ask for a pic with that person whom I want to see every moment...

Why I am not like other students who are so Frank with  teachers....I sighed deeply and just sat down and looked at the never ending sea....I didn't know how long I sat there lost in my thoughts...

Suddenly Hrudaya came and pulled my hands...

Hruday - oye ethi ekka kahinki basichhu be...chaale group pic click Kara houchhi..
( Oye yahan Akeli Kyun bethi hai be.. chal group  pic click Kiya jaa Raha hai )

I nodded and went with him...there everyone were already standing together to click a pic....I noticed Randhir sir and now I found him wearing a blue t- shirt and white jeans...

Me ( in mind ) - ye kete bele change kale au kouthhi change kale ethi toh PURA Khola jaaga achhi...but I must he is looking good in blue... thinking this I smiled..
(Ye kab change kiye..and Kahan change kiye...yahan toh pura kuhla jagah hai...but I must say he is looking so good in blue... thinking this I smiled)

I found a place near Randhir sir vacant...I got little bit happy and was about to go near him but that idiot Hrudaya stopped me there only...

Hruday - oye siade kuade jaauchhu ? Ethi jaaga achhi para...dekhe toh saanga jini b ethi achhi...
( Oye udhar kidhar Jaa Rahi hai?? Yahan pe space hai toh...dekh teri friend Jini bhi yehi khadi hai)

I looked at Jini who was talking something with Praharaj...I sighed and gave a fake smile to him and stood there only and then we all clicked a group pic... Everyone were there...we all students..teachers..alumni members and research scholars.....

After clicking everyone were again runnig into water but Alok sir shouted to come back....

Alok sir - a bahut khela hei gala ebe Sabu picnic spot Ku chalo...aame ethi kaha ku b ekka chhadi bu ni ..... Chalo samaste....
( A bohot Masti ho Gaya..ab sab picnic spot Ko Chalo...hum yahan kisi Ko akela nehi chhodenge..chalo sab..)

Hearing him all students tried to request him to let them enjoy for some more time but it was already 3:30 and lunch was already ready as well... So he didn't listen and everyone had to agree to his orders....

We all started going back....almost everyone were dried up by then due the strong heat on the beach except me... because my dress material was little bit thick and it was elongated in the back side...my jeans were also wet that time...I was feeling hell uncomfortable. I felt stickiness in my body as well due to the sea water..I had another pair of dress with me but there was no such place where I could have changed my dress....