𝑹𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒂 • yeonbin {BOOK 2} ✓

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𝑺𝒐𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒏 pecked the older's lips, holding his face gently between his hands before hugging him. the red haired hugged back, heart fluttering by the couple of words the angel had said, more than he would like for it to flutter, actually.

"let's go back." yeonjun spoke softly, patting the male's thigh as a request to get up. the younger did exactly that, waiting for the other to do the same before interviewing their hands. both said small goodbyes to the queen before leaving the cave, making a direct way to the king's room after.

soobin knew the demon was tired, it wasn't like he was showing on his face or confident walking, but the taller still knew it. he didn't know what to say, though, minutes before he had told yeonjun he would let him pick his pieces and he meant it, but for that he had to let the older see him. the angel could be mostly brave, but he was still a coward in the end, and open up, letting the red haired in, felt terrifying.

the demon opened the door of his room and pulled the other inside before closing it, soobin felt his heart ache a little. the king didn't seem tired like he previously thought, he seemed absolutely exhausted, and the angel decided that he could curl up due to his fears later, now he had to be there for yeonjun. he had to hold him and comfort him, like he wanted to do, like he wished to do.

soobin didn't say anything, he just pecked the male's lips before unbuttoning his shirt, taking it off after and leaving yeonjun shirtless. then the angel took off his own clothes, interviewing his hand with the older and pulling him to the bed. the angel smiled softly when the king got on top of him, arms wrapped around his waist, and hid his face on soobin's neck.

"rest, danny. i will be here." the black haired said softly, fingers caressing the demon's hair gently until he felt yeonjun's breathing soften, indicating he was asleep. soobin kept himself awake, though, staring at the pretty ceiling while having too many thoughts inside his mind and too many emotions inside his heart.

'love is probably the most beautiful thing i know.' kai's words replayed in his head and soobin could almost see the fond look the ghost had in his eyes when talking about eha. love? beautiful? it was weird to think so, but even weirder how the angel didn't find the words as confusing as before.

the male's mind, then, went immediately to what hoseok said, 'when we're there for each other, picking our pieces that somehow felt along the way, holding each other when everything feels too much and being each other's safe place, that's when i know he's the right one and that he loves me just like i love him.'

soobin was holding yeonjun now, soobin had just promised to pick his pieces and let the male pick his, soobin was feeling at home just like he always felt with the older. he closed his eyes, feeling overwhelmed, he couldn't, he couldn't love the king. it would hurt him, ruin him, break him, thorn him apart and make him believe it was okay. then again, kai didn't seem in pain, nor hoseok, in fact, both looked happy.

maybe they were living a lie. maybe soobin was living a lie. maybe victor telling him he loved him was a lie. or maybe yeonjun doing so was.

ruby asked for him to say if he loved her brother, if not, to leave him alone. should he leave yeonjun alone? it didn't seem right, nor something he wanted to do, but shouldn't it be done when he kept on hurting the older? maybe, maybe not. soobin didn't think he would ever be able to leave yeonjun.