𝑹𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒂 • yeonbin {BOOK 2} ✓

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°•𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 • abusive relationship, sexual harassment, attempt of raping, mental and emotional abuse/manipulation•°

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𝑺𝒐𝒐𝒃𝒊𝒏 met victor when he was thirteen years old, a little and too afraid of the world angel hidden between the orphanage's walls. the moment the older kneeled in front of him and gave him a bright and large smile, soobin already felt himself melt under the soft look.

it took less than three months for the two to be inseparable, the younger didn't do anything without having victor with him, hugging the dark skinned male's arm tightly as if he was protected from everything that way, and he felt like he was. around of when he turned fifteen, soobin realized he loved victor in a more than friendly way, he felt his heart beating too fast when the male smile to him and tucked a strand of his hair behind his ear, felt his cheeks go red when victor called him pretty, and closed his eyes to enjoy every second of when the older hugged him tightly.

victor was his safe place, the salvation given to him when he couldn't handle his own mind even with thirteen years and innocent dreams.

soobin had sixteen when they started dating. the older had taken him to this pretty lake near the orphanage, gave him a flower and confessed. he could still remember the words, how victor said he was prettier than anything, how his heart beat fast when he stared at soobin and how he wanted to protect him from everything. he said soobin was the most precious thing he had, a miracle that came to him in the prettiest form. then he asked the younger to be his boyfriend, and soobin, being hopelessly in love like he was, said yes.

it was the best thing he could've done, at least he thought so in the start. victor was sweet and gentle, he caressed his cheeks and kissed his lips softly, and even if he was a little too protective, soobin didn't really mind. he was happy, smiling genuinely during the day and sneaking to victor's bed during the night, getting hugged closely until he could sleep. it was all sunshine and roses until soobin was seventeen and one day victor showed up in the orphanage, after saying he would see some of his friends, without his wings and as a fallen angel.

soobin could be really innocent and dumb, but not that much, he knew how an angel fell and victor for sure wasn't a murderer, so it was obvious enough the male cheated on him and slept with another person. he pretended to not know, just like that it didn't hurt. the now fallen angel was his everything, the love of his life, so it was okay, he could forgive him couldn't he? so he did.

victor never spoke about the topic though, and as the angel never asked, it stayed that way. soobin could see the difference after that day, the older would kiss him not so softly, touch him not so gently and get mad when the younger pulled away saying they couldn't do anything more because he was an angel. it was probably what made everything crack and turn into nightmarish moments.

the thing was, an angel would only fall if having sex with someone who they weren't ready or sure to give their heart and soul to, and soobin not wanting to take things further immediately implied he didn't love victor enough. of course, it wasn't like that, he just didn't feel ready yet, but he knew he would give himself to victor one day. the male didn't saw it like that though, but even if, they never broke up, victor just started to use the topic to get inside soobin's head, trying to persuade him into having sex.

soobin couldn't see how that was wrong.

the dark skinned didn't make an effort to hide he was cheating on him anymore, and when the younger cried asking why, victor would say that if he couldn't give him everything, he would get it from others. it was the begin of things soobin started to think that were his fault, so he accepted it, he really thought it was his fault and it was reasonable for victor to cheat on him. though, sleeping around didn't make the older stop trying to get what he wanted, touching soobin more than he wanted, persuading him with sweet words and soft eyes. still, soobin loved him, needed him, and so he forgave him.