𝑹𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒂 • yeonbin {BOOK 2} ✓

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𝑰𝒕'𝒔 hard to know where to start from when writing a thank you note for this story, just as much as it's hard to believe it actually ended. it all started from a somewhat simple idea i had, writing about an angel and a demon, and in the beginning i feel like it was still as simple as that. even with a whole universe created exclusively for this story, while writing elyhea i never imagined it to be so big, in both the length of the story itself and the immense place it took in my heart.

elyhea was fun, challenging at times, because if i'm being honest, while i was writing it, i felt like it wasn't good enough more times than i would like to, either way, i ended it. rhemira wasn't supposed to exist, i never thought of doing a sequel, yeonjun and soobin would make up soon after the misunderstanding of the unspoken 'i love you' and everything would be fine, but i knew it wouldn't work like that. as i was getting closer and closer to the end of elyhea, i couldn't just end as simple as that, not when both yeonjun and soobin are such complex characters. i knew soobin wouldn't be able to realize his love soon, just like i knew yeonjun would hurt too much to see what was stamped in front of him, and that, wasn't nothing similar to an one sided love. so i just knew, by heart, i needed to write another book, one where they would need to grow within themselves to end up healed enough to stay together.

rhemira turned as the hardest thing i ever wrote.

i don't quite have words to describe the importance this book has to me, really. i like to think my writing is extremely connected to the emotional and mental aspects of my characters, to the point of it evolving purely around such things. to be able to write that, in my style and the way i enjoy doing, i need to give my all to the characters i write, to feel every little thing they do and channel that into words descriptive enough for you, as readers, to understand. it's hard. yeonjun, soobin and all characters have a lot of complexity, and at times, i felt so low by the amount of intense feelings they had that i couldn't write. it took a ton of me emotionally and mentally to write this book, but i can say with all my heart that not only it was worth it, but that i loved every second of it.

elyhea was great, don't get me wrong, i loved writing it, but rhemira? i can say with property that rhemira is the thing i'm most proud of in my life, and with no exaggeration of sorts, i really mean it. maybe for all of you it was just a story, just a txt fiction that was fun while it lasted, but it was so much more for me, as author. so please know that just as much as this book means to me, all the love you gave to it means just as much, i'm thankful for every comment and vote, from the bottom of my heart, and i will never be able to express enough how grateful i am for you.

as for the characters present here, i think i was always clear enough to have a soft spot for daniel. i know most of you might think it's boring and unnecessary for me to talk about my characters in the thanking note, and that's fine, but i love them too much to not save a little of my time to write something. daniel is my favorite character from every single character i ever wrote, maybe a too big statement, but still a truthful one. he has an immense amount of flaws and just as an immense list of mistakes he made throughout the whole story since elyhea, but i have never written such passioned character before. so i do say, if you are in any way alike of daniel, if he's your kin in this book, please know you're a beautiful person. a really beautiful one, even if hurt.

soobin is someone i'm proud of not only creating, but writing. he began in such low mindset, with such wrong view of himself, and to write the whole process of how he little by little managed to find himself and love himself, it's something i will always take pride of. he struggled a lot, even got worse along the way, but he still managed to end where he did, with a strong mind and self knowledge. i'm proud of that, and of him.

as for my favorite side character, it has to be taemin. i know a lot of you didn't like him, i can understand why, but not only i love him as a character, but i'm too thankful for the role he played in this story. without him, i find hard to think yeonjun would be able to find himself along the way. in second, comes beomgyu. his and yeonjun's story is special to me, and as much as it's immensely sad, its beautiful too. i myself i'm proud to know he started as a scared little kid and ended brave enough to pick yeonjun back up when he was falling and alone, without him, this book would've ended in a completely different way as well.

i'd like to thank directly some of my readers too, that were here since the start and always supported me along the way, some even from previous books, but before that, i'd like to thank my best friend, vinicius. he doesn't use wattpad but it's not much of a problem, nor something that will stop me from thanking. there was a lot of times i cried while writing rhemira, a lot of times i got extremely overwhelmed by too many emotions and couldn't take writing a single word anymore, a lot of times i seriously thought of giving up because it was too much. in all of those, he was there. he heard every word i had to say, every emotion i needed to let out and every part of the story i told excitedly about people he doesn't even know. he even read a couple of chapters i sent because i felt too insecure and unsure about posting, not caring if it was from a fiction between two members of a kpop group he doesn't listen, nor know the name of. i appreciate every second and lack of judgement from him, and i can say that maybe rhemira wouldn't be finished if he wasn't there to support me. i will be forever grateful for him.

to my precious readers that i love from the bottom of my heart, thank you. you guys don't even know how much your support helped me too, doesn't matter if it was comments, votes or the simple choice of giving this book a chance and reading it silently. here's some readers i want to thank directly:

Taekookie_bunny who did an amazing fanart for elyhea and rhemira, beyond supporting me a lot. AlmondxcMilk whos supporting me since lobg ago and never stopped doing it. TxT_Soobin09 who wrote a song when i was still publishing elyhea. suejyyah who sent me messages all the time about theories and such, you really made a lot of my days. gorevoid leon my babe, i love you a lot, thank you for always supporting me. yandereha i miss you lots and you never manage to have great importance to me, i love you. Yeonzx who supports me a whole lot all the time. and lastly tyuntico who i can never thank enough for loving this book so much and supporting it so much, you don't even know how much your support means to me, really, and the playlist you did just for this story? i love it so much. (the link of her playlist for everyone who wants it, i promise it's worth it to check it out i wrote a lot of chapters while listening to it: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6CmxRlIOH8cwGk7NRxOU8O?si=PULUkaT_QXeHN5mY8WcY_g&utm_source=copy-link )

thank you so much guys, i love you a lot. thanks for always being here for me and supporting me no matter what.

anyways, i do hope you all enjoyed this story as much as i did. i honestly thought i would cry when ending it but now i just feel happy, not only because i'm proud, but to know i managed to end this story as i believe it should've end, brings me joy. yeonjun and soobin were made for each other, i often described them as a mistake unpredictable by faith, but i do think they are characters meant to find one another and end up together. either way, thank you for reading elyhea and rhemira, i will be forever grateful, and hope you stay with me for my future works.

love you<3

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