𝑹𝒉𝒆𝒎𝒊𝒓𝒂 • yeonbin {BOOK 2} ✓

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𝑻𝒉𝒆 angel smiled largely, jungkook had take the afternoon to spend time with him after being busy with king duties since the day he was crowned. soobin didn't think about said day, however, it wasn't something he could afford if wanting to not break in tears who wouldn't end until there was nothing more to be shed. he had been avoiding any thoughts about yeonjun because he knew he wouldn't be able to go on if he kept thinking about the male over and over again, even if he still did nonetheless.

he was just glad yeonjun seemed to keep the promise. he didn't come back, didn't search for soobin, didn't even show his face anywhere near heaven, and soobin was thankful for that.

"i'm sorry for not spending time with you, bin. between being king now and having to prepare my marriage ceremony, finding time has been hard." jungkook smiled apologetically, receiving a small one in return. soobin couldn't bring himself to smile sincerely, not when the word marriege left his brothers lips. he always thought he would marry yeonjun, be his queen and live beside him for the rest of his life. he could even imagine how handsome yeonjun would look while waiting for him on the altar, his warm smile and crimson eyes shining with adoration. a shame nothing of that would happen.

"don't worry, kook. i know being king is hard, daniel alw-" he cut himself, cursing under his breath and lowering his head while trying to not cry. he hated how he always ended up with yeonjun on his mind, didn't matter how much he tried to do the opposite. everything was always about the demon. "just don't worry."

the older nodded in understatement, intentionally ignoring the almost comment of yeonjun from his younger brother. he knew the male was trying hard to forget him, so he had no intentions of making it even harder.

"yunho said ma taught you to do cranberry pie. did you like it?" jungkook changed the subject to a lighter one, a small smile immediately taking place on soobin face when hearing about said topic. he could see how the taller was growing closer to the family and it made him happy, way more as it was a source of joy for them after the loss of rhea. soobin's pretty smiles were helping to heal them little by little, jungkook just wished to see them more often, and genuine.

"she did, it was fun. yun threw flour on me though and we started a fight with mom, but in the end the pie was still perfect." the younger giggled, remembering the event from days ago and how he was surprised when his mother joined the flour fight instead of scolding them. he liked ann, she was sweet and kind. "the pie was really good too, i was so nervous to try it because it has an emotional meaning behind, so what if i didn't like?" soobin chuckled softly, he was feeling anxious now, out of nowhere. "but i love it, really."

the male smiled genuinely, watching as jungkook's expression seemed fond and content, but his smile wavered when he felt his hands sweating and heart speed up. it was something that had been happening the past days, as if his body knew something was wrong, as if it could feel even when he himself didn't have idea of why he would be like that in the first place. the last days were fun, he grew closer of his family and stopped crying every second, so why would he feel as something was wrong? why when everything was okay with him?

"soobin, are you okay?" jungkook's voice made the younger flinch, a strange feeling spreading over his chest. it was only that, however, a feeling, it never grew to something more or made him have an anxiety attack or something close of one. it was like it wasn't with him that all the bad things were happening, like he wasn't the one suffering or needing help, and yet, he still had the feeling of uneasiness.

"yeah, i- sorry, i'm okay." just as fast as it came, the feeling went away and soobin nodded softly to reassure his brother. he never understood why he felt that from time to time during the past days, and even if it wasn't harmful, it still left him restless, as if he needed to see something he wasn't seeing. "what were we talking about?"