Forgiveness No Punishment

Buy it!

Chapter 45

Buy it!

"I never hated you Sibel." He said holding her inside his chest.

She looked at him disbelieved.

"I meant it Sibel, I may have hurt you beyond repair but never hated you. Even in prison you were my force to survive. I couldn't hate or feeling disgusting towards you. I didn't care then who you slept with and I didn't care today or even tomorrow. If you want to have another that for sure can't compete with my stamina go ahead. " He cocked his eyebrows as per showing off.

"I never had fear from you I was deeply hurt by every action you took but never afraid. You weren't a life threat but a dignity threat. surrendering to you meant lost to my dignity ,to my character and I wasn't ready to give neither of them to you. I know maybe I exaggerated leaving you when I was pregnant but you weren't trustworthy at the time. As you said you left me alone knowing well I was bluffing but you wanted your punishment that way." She spoke gently glaring at him from down his chin as she finished. He hold her head as  his finger gently dance over her face than his lips join the party kissing everywhere.

" Sibel this isn't just for this time only, right?!" He says as made her standing face to face.

"What if I say this is just for this time only?! What you say?!"

"I say you are lying cause your body gave already my response I just wanted you mouth to say it with words." He sealed his lips with hers and didn't parted till their breath run away.

"You are making me obsessed with the lips of your Sinbad. I can't have enough from them. And you think I can have another one?!"

"Only from them, see you have me already on duty"he teased as rubbed himself on her belly making her giggle.

As his teasing and her giggles comes to an end,She raised on her elbows than slowly sat before him naked as he did the same she had a serious look.

"You know we saw the same dream just a hour ago. And to say is crazy is less. But we both know that between us had been something far more than easy love. I admit in the dream I was about to confess my love for you.  Cause was easy to fall in love with you there." She paused.

"I know you don't love me now although we are linked you still can't love me."

"Correct I will not be asking time to Tell it or this to be one time only cause men you literally own my body. I will confess that I have been waiting for your breath call and been cursing myself why I made it once a month. Than I recorded your breath to live at peace. " she says nonchalantly. 

Upon hearing this his heart speeds up the beats and tears cover his view. Her dainty fingers remove the tears that promise to fall 

"I will heal you Sinbad as you did it unknowing, cause you and I need to admit a stubborn like me wouldn't be easy to calm down. Although you didn't have courage to grab my hand I always appreciate that you gave me my voice back, that you respect my wishes."  She looked at him amazed. Sibel knows that time to say those three words will come soon.

" What I will say now would sound absurd to you but I prefer this reality when I am a monster to you then to have such a short time with you Sibel. Call me whatever you want but I prefer this version more." He said letting out a painful exhale as took her body once again into embrace.

"I prefer this version because it is Mert here. We found each other after years and with what separated us we are here together. "She spoke but he seemed not to listen as was focused on something he found on her back.

" Sinbad" she pat his shoulder and he free her looking still curious.

"Why is a knife wound on your back Sibel? He asked worried but what creeped him out was the glare she was having as went back on her memory. He saw what she never had it for no one.