On Tour With 5sos...

i'm pregant

Luke's pov

"I'm pregnant"

Those words, those 2 words.
I hoped to don't hear them for a couple of years.
And with that i mean not to hear for a couple of years from Hailey's mouth.

I stare in her eyes, her red puffy eyes what i think she just cried out.

I want to run away now, think about it but i can't do that, than i can't call myself a man.
I need to be here for her, for the baby.
I love Hailey, but i'm not ready for this.

"I get it" she whispers and stands up running out of the room.

"Shit" i whisper.
How could this happen, we used protection every time, or she cheated on me....

No stop thinking that Luke!! She woudn'd do that to you!
She loves you too much to do that.

I stand up and walk to the bin next to the tv.

I search for the condom and find it.
I inspect it but there's no break in it.
I throw it back and walk to the one in the bathroom.
I search in that one and find it.
I see a big hole in it, shit how can't i saw that?

I throw it away and walk out of the room searching for Hailey.

Hailey pov

I cry and run out to the stairs.
I need to be alone now, i knew this is what was going to happen.
His face, i saw the discus in it, he's going to leave me.
I run out of the lobby ignoring the fans who are standing there waiting for one of us to see.

I run down the street not looking where i'm going.
I run to Central park and sit down under a big Tree.

I take my phone and headphones and put them in and listen to 'hold on till may'

She sits up high, surrounded by the sun

One million branches and she loves every one

"Mom and dad, did you search for me?

I've been up here so long I'm going crazy!"

And as the sun went down we ended up on the ground

I heard the train shake the windows

You screamed over the sound

And as we own this night

I put your body to the test with mine

This love was out of control

3-2-1 where did it go?

I feel tears fall down my cheeks.
He doesn't love me, this was all a lie.

I see a sharp object in the gras.
I take it up and see it's a piece of sharp glas.

Perfect

I press it down on my skin and slide it a couple times.
Not to deep but enough to feel the pain i deserve.
I'm not good for anybody, i only give problems.

If I were you I'd put that away

See, you're just wasted

And thinking 'bout the past again

Darling, you'll be okay

And she said,

Vic's voice works calming together with the pain, i get calm and close my eyes toutching the gras with my fingertips.

I softly sing with Lyndsey's part.

"If you were me, you'd do the same

'Cause I can't take anymore

I'll draw the shades and close the door

Everything's not alright and I would rather..."

I open my eyes and stare to the little lake in front of me.
I need to call someone, not Luke or the lads but someone else.

I go to my contacts and click on one of my best friends now.

Tony.

(T= tony, h= Hailey J= Jamie)

T- hola?

H- hey Tony, with me Hailey

T- Hailey! How are you, is something wrong?

H- no, everything goes wrong

T- Little, be calm, try to stop sobbing and then tell me what's wrong.

H- okay

T- are you okay?

H- n-no, i told Luke

T- what did you tell Luke?

H- that i'm pregnant

T- YOU'RE PREGNANT??!? CONGRATULATIONS LITTLE ONE, JAimE,VIC,MIKE HAILEY IS PREGNANT!!!!!

J- CONGRATULATIONS LITTLE TACO!
IS IT A LITTLE BABY BOY OR GIRL TACO?

H- Jamie, i don't know and i think Luke's leaving me

Luke pov

I run outside looking for Hailey.
I fucked it up again.
I walk past cars not bothering i break some laws.
I run through central park but then i remember something.
Her 'search my iphone' thingy is on.
I trace her phone and see she's in central park 400 meters away from me.
I begin to run and find her under a tree.
She just putted her phone down and closed her eyes and begins to cry.

I run to her and slide down next to her.
"Hailey, i'm so sorry baby,i was shocked but i'm so sorry is everything okay?" I asked her hugging her.

She didn'd hug back and stares down.
I break the hug and put a finger under her chin forcing her to look to me.
Her eyes are red and puffy.
I look down to her arms and there are full with scars.

"Hailey why?" I ask taking them and take the hoodie off from Calum and remove carefully all the blood, luckely it stopped.
I feel tears building up in my eyes, it hurts.
It hurts to see the person you love doing this to themself.

"Do you love me?" She whispers.

I look to her in shock.
"Babe, i fucking love you to the moon and back, from here till Pluto, endlesly,
You're my hole life" i say putting her face in my hands.

She begins to hug me, i feel tears go down my shoulder but i don't care, i don't care that i'm shirtless sitting here, i don't care if there's somewhere paparazzi taking photo's of us, i don't care if we get late for soundcheck or something, the only thing i care about is her and the baby right now.

"Baby, everything comes alright, we're having a little pinguin baby, a little you and me.
That's amazing" i say stroking her hair.
"But do you want to have a baby?" I ask her.

She holds her shoulders up and wipes her tears away.
"Yes and no, i'm not ready for that shit" she says looking into my eyes.

"We can take it away, and i will be there right next to you" i say and she nodds.

"I only feel guilty to do that" she says.

"Me too if we do that, but i think we don't have a choice now" i say and she nodds and smiles.

"Come let's go back" i say and take her hands and we walk back hand in hand to the hotel.

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I'm in a update mood

Do they keep the child or put it away?

I DON'T KNOW EATHER OKAY? MAYBE I LET THEM STOP DOING IT WHEN THEY ON THE POINT TO PUT IT AWAY!!!