The Married Man | joshler

[sixteen]

i've been listening to Death Of A Bachelor nonstop, help me.

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tonight's the night.

i'm finally going to tell jenna.
i can't hide it anymore from her, i can't fake the smiles or love anymore.

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"jenna, i have something to tell you." i grab her hand and sit her down next to me.
"good, because i also have something to tell you, too."

"okay, how about you go first jenna." maybe this will make things easier if she happens to be cheating on me, we'll be on the same page, right?

"tyler honey." jenna waves her hand in front of my face snapping me out of my train of thought.

"okay, are you ready?" nodding she gets on with it.

"i'm pregnant."

wait what?

"you're going to be a father tyler."

no no, i can't be a father. i make such idiotic choices, i wouldn't even know how to even take care of a child, let alone raise one.

"what's wrong tyler? do you not want a baby?" 

"no it's just- it's just a big surprise."

"i know. now, you said you had something to say, so tell me."

"it's not important, let's just focus on how we're going to be parents."

"oh tyler i'm so excited."

god this is going to be so much harder to tell her.

why does the universe hate me so much.