The Married Man | joshler

[twenty seven]

one pregnant wife. one pair of fraternal twins. one married man. one idiotic worthless asshole.

the gang's all here.

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i don't want to leave tyler, but i also don't want for his father to make me disappear. god tyler, where are you now that i need you. why did he have to hide it from me? did he think i wouldn't love him anymore?

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"mom i need help. i-i'm in a situation i can't get out of and i don't know what to do. please call me back." i hang up the phone and dial tyler's phone number. voicemail. it went straight to voice mail.

"tyler please wherever you are, why didn't you tell me? i know now, and i know that your dad and mark know, please tyler. we can work this through together. i only have such limited time." i end it and i throw my phone down in my car and hit and pull the steering wheel.

i fucked up. i fucked up. i fucked up! god i'm such a fuck up. i don't deserve to live after what i've done. i should just let whatever his dad is going to do with me happen. i've ruined too many things. i've wronged too many people... and now it's time to leave.

forty eight hours.