I Needed to, I Had to

A Really Bad Day

           I couldn't believe I was actually sat on my sofa with JongIn's sister sat in front of me, looking at me. I gestured her to drink her glass of juice but she was just fixing me hard, like I was some kind of new creature. I must have look horrible after my little conversation with Kevin. Good way to meet my sister-in-law! After a few minutes she sighed and took a sip of her juice. She then looked at me again.

"When Unni said JongIn came at our mom's home to take a child, claiming he was going out with his mom, I didn't expect it to be you."  I didn't know what to answer to this so I just lowered my head.

"You left years ago and now, I'm coming in my brother secret apartment to find out that you actually live here.

-S-secret apartment? It's...It's JongIn's apartment?!"  I said surprised and she seemed to believe that I was faking it.

"Don't look so surprised! It's the only place our father don't know JongIn own.

-I didn't know! I just thought it was the company one.

-Why should the company give you any apartment?

-I'm JongIn assistant sent by your father's friend."  She looked at me during a few second and then started laughing.

"You're joking, right? What kind of sick shit is this?

-I...I..

-Listen Tiana! I was really upset at my brother for letting you leave and for all the lies that he told you but...I saw how he suffered when you left. I just can't bring myself to jump in joy when you're coming back in his life with a kid most of all." My mood was already touching the floor but I felt like it was going toward the center of the earth.

"I didn't come to take advantage of his money. I don't care about that, I'm making enough money for me and my son. I wasn't even going to meet JongIn again...

-So why are you here right now?

-I...I don't even know. I couldn't go back home and now that I can....your brother won't let me go... My heart won't let me go either.

-What kind of cheesy thing are trying to throw at me?" She scoffed.

"You think I will believe that you're in love with my brother even with everything that happened between you two?! What about your son's father?"  I kept on looking at the floor. I was already weak but it was like God was texting my patience. I wanted to cry but couldn't! I wanted to get drunk but couldn't! I wanted to run away but couldn't!

"I'm sorry Unni....I can't talk about that...

-What do you mean?

-I still need to tell JongIn and...