It hurt, Jungkook. It hurt.
Jimin. Love, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't make it stop. I'm sorry I couldn't take away the pain. I'm sorry I left you when you tried to tell me, when you needed me. I'm sorry I hurt you, too.
His hands, his- his body and the things that he did. The places he touched. The feeling of his fingers tugging my hair and how he made me say that I LIKED it.
I.. I'm so, so sorry. Jimin, I made a promise to him. He's going to regret touching you.. Mochi, he'll pay for this with his life. I don't care how sick you think he is, or if you think he can be helped. I made him a fucking promise. He's dead.
I couldn't tell him to stop. I LET him do it, because fighting was scary.
You didn't let him do it. You didn't do it. You didn't do it Jimin! It's not your fault. It's okay if you were too scared to stop him! You didn't deserve that. You don't deserve this.
I'm leaving.
No.. no, you're not leaving. Where could you go, to your parents? Jimin no. Jimin don't leave, please.
I still wish I could see your eyes on me, the ones so full of pure, clean, beautiful love. I wish I deserved you. But, I don't.
The same love is still there! I promise it's still there, I'm holding it only for you! You deserve all of it, my love and my affection. You deserve every pure, clean, beautiful thing I can ever offer to you! It's me that is undeserving! Jimin..
I love you. I love you so much, Jungkook. But, please.. Forget about that. Forget about everything. Forget about me.
Forget? About you? No. No no no. I can't! I can't forget and I won't. I'm.. I'm going to find you.
I'm going to find you Jimin.
Again.
Whenever I need to, I'll find you. Somehow. Always.
You're never gone.
You're running, but I'll catch you. I'll catch you and bring you home.
Four days.
Jungkook collapses on a hard, bus stop bench, worrying his eyes into the sun setting sky. Four days have whittled by and he hasn't found anything worthy of calling a clue. Jimin vanished, so fast, so quickly. So entirely it makes his stomach tangle in knots.
He looks down at his phone when the bing of a new text message lights up the screen. It's Hoseok, again.
"Anything?"
Jungkook doesn't feel like responding, because it's already become and endless recycling of overused replies; 'Nothing.', 'Not yet.', 'No.'. When can he give them hope? When will he find Jimin? The light at the end of the tunnel fades dimmer with each passing day.
Jimin hadn't gone to his parents. Jungkook made sure of it, trying his best to remain undetected as he completed the first objective and scratched it off the list of possibilities. Jimin's parents don't know that he's gone. Hoseok's parents stopped paying close enough attention to notice any change in the head count of their household. They simply excused his absence after Hoseok's quick remark about him taking extra time to himself to study alone in his room. Jungkook can find him before anybody notices a thing. He can fix this. Right?

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(JIKOOK) Texting Story Snippets
FanfictionMissing pieces of my texting story at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMdAq-mvHCTLgjWuJhQVrYw