MS.CRAZY | k.th

FOURTY TWO |

FOURTY TWO |

Fuck me?

He. Wants. To. Fuck. Me?

WHAT LIE HAVE I BEEN LIVING WITH!?

Ever since the hot sinful makeout session I shared with my ex-enemy.... I couldn't really stop my head from running 550 miles per hour.

"Ugh. He wants to fuck me!" I kept yelling at myself in my room, in my bed, all by myself.

"Wait no," I started kicking my legs around in frustration.

"UGH WHAT IS THIS SHIT! WHY IS SEX A THINg and WHY DO I LIKE THE IDEA OF IT!?"

all of a sudden as I was yellin at myself, i got a text message.

Taehyung:

- if you make a deal with me I won't start drama

You:

- what r u talkin bout

Internally I was yelling even tho I didn't show it over text.

I couldn't allow myself to show anybody my feelings like that.

Taehyung:

- i can easily start drama and tell jungkoookkkk

You:

- wtf r u talking bout

Taehyung:

- idk.. i wonder what :3

You:

- STOP IT WHY DO U HAV TO B A PIECE OF SHIT AT THIS FUCKIN MOMENT

Taehyung:

- woah is someone sexually frustrated :P

You:

- im tired. Gn

—-

I tried sleeping.

I really fucking tried.

I started feeling super guilty.

~~~~

The next day it was a school day.

The first day of school. Ughh senior year.

I met up with Jungkook first thing at my locker.

"Babygirl. You look cute today," he complimented me the moment he saw me.

I smiled at him and hugged him tightly.

He tried to kiss me but for some reason I pulled away.

"What's wrong?" He questioned me surprised at my behavior.

"Sorry... I feel awkward about showing affection in school," I lied to hide my miserable thoughts.

Is this what it is...

Did Taehyung ruin my life because he was jealous of me and Jungkook?

Could he not handle looking at me befriend another boy?

Hm...

Soon the others arrived.

"Why are you sad, Minjung?"

She frowned hard as hell. Jimin graduated so this year he won't attend with us.

She would be lonely this year.

Taehyung was the last one to arrive in between the circle of friends.

I kept looking down at my feet or casually fidgeting with the edge of Jungkook's shirt just so I could avoid eye contact.

"What are your plans for this year?" Hoseok asked, with hands in his pockets and some kind of a smirk.

"Passing all of my classes, lotsa party, lotsa -" Taehyung was answering, but stopped when Minjung all of a sudden started sobbing loudly.

Before anyone could say anything, she just turned around and left us.

Jungkook laughed at her, "Wow she is so problematic."

I hit him.

"No! She is just sad!!" I got offended if Minjung got offended. Ya feel?

I accidentally met Taehyung's eyes.

"How about your college girl? How is it going there?" Hoseok kept asking Tae questions.

A sarcastic sneer came out of Taehyung's mouth.

He didn't stop staring into my eyes as if he was telling me something he always wanted to say.

"We broke up, bro," Taehyung said right before winking at me for an unknown reason to me.

He left and so did my soul.

So thats why he was so okay with kissing me..... because he was already single.

And here I was.... not even close to that.

Fuck you Taehyung. You player.

——-

I couldn't let it go. I had to confront him.

So i met him at the empty staircase during lunch.

"What is your problem now?? Are you trying to ruin my life again???!?!?!?!?" I couldn't help but yell.

My arms were crossed and I tapped my foot.

He giggled which somehow pissed me off.

"What is funny?? You promised that you won't hurt me anymore!!"

I think I had started crying right then and there. Something about thinking that Taehyung would play me again broke my heart.

Especially that now I was catching feelings for him.

"This time I'll keep my promise," he said and tried to leave but I didn't let him.

"Wait!! Don't leave me!" I exclaimed and grabbed his hand.

What am I doing?

He was startled so just looked at me sob.

I pulled him and we both sat on a stair.

"Promise. Promise that we'll be very very good friends and you won't hurt me or do anything stupid again!" I said and put out my pinky for a pinky promise.

He took it even though it was something childish.

"I promise. Now can you do your side of the deal that I talked about last night?" He said and lifted an eyebrow.

"Huh? I dont know what the deal is..."

"You do me a favor and I do you favor. Which I already did my favor.... I didn't start drama," he cheekily smiled and it almost made me wanna slap him.

I let out a sigh, "Okay what is the favor you want?"

He held his chin up by his palm and something about the smirk on his lips bothered me.

"Do me a favor and let me see you in that black sexy lingerie I got you," he spoke.

Before I could say anything, he interrupted me.

His face leaned dangerously close to mine.

"And make sure those are the only clothes you have on."