Awkward Girls Always Get The Guy (A Sebastian Stan Story) Book 1

Awkward 'Dope'

Day Five

He was so tired and she, so warm. He felt so safe next to her on the sofa as they slept side by side. He watched every rise and fall of her chest, he watched her stir slightly and then settle back into a deep slumber. Bucky gently traced the deep purple circles under her eyes, without her concealer on, the dark bruising really showed in the moonlight that was shining through the open curtains. He loved the way her skin shon in the silvery glow. If he could, Bucky would have watched over her for eternity. Next, his fingers lightly brushed over her jaw, following the curve and then he let his fingers run tenderly through her short, silky, brown locks.

Had he ever looked at her in this much depth? Had he ever just taken the time to really look at Valerian, the vunerable Valerian who had no

barriers to hide behind.

Looking at her, it reminded him of a quote he had read in a story Valerian had shown him. "I find myself falling for you more and more each day. It's like I'm suspended in mid-flight but I never want to come down. Loving you, it's like I'm on Cloud Nine. I know that one day, I'll have to fall back down to Earth and leave you, my angel in the clouds but that will only be the day I have to say 'Goodbye'. And I promise, even then, I'll be watching over you. Protecting you while you stare at the stars above, wondering which one I am." he kissed her head, inhaling her scent of shampoo and toast. Bucky pulled her on top of him, so that she was lying on his chest, that way she would have more space to sleep.

She stirred again, the time, she moved her head to the space between his shoulder and neck. "Sebastian..." she sighed, mumbling in her sleep.

Bucky smiled at himself, she was using his alias. How long must she had believed that that was his name? He leaned forward and kissed her forehead. "F***, I love you."

"What was that?" Valerian unexpectedly whispered. She opened the eyes and stared up at her husband.

"I said 'I love you'."

She smiled at him, kissing his jaw. "I know. I love you too." Sebastian, she added as an after thought.

He leaned back further into the sofa, sighing contentedly. "I know."

Valerian brought her hand up to his hair and curled her fingers in his locks. "You know, I kinda like your hair this length "

"You do?"

"Mmmhmm."

"You don't think that I need a trim?"

She shook head slightly. "Not yet."

Bucky stretched slightly, glancing over at the DVD 's digital clock. "Damn, it's four."

"What, it's still so dark?"

"It's four, I have to get up in half an hour, 'cause Steve's taking me for a run."

"Why do you have to go so early?"

"He says it's so we can jog in the park without being disturbed."

It's probably so fangirls and boys don't run up and ask you for an autograph, Valerian thought internally. "Are you finding it helpful running?"

"Yeah, it stops the drugs making me comlletely zombified."

"That's good."

He felt her breath on his neck as she exhaled. "I still have half an hour."

"Sooooo?"

"Sleep for a bit longer?"

"Damn, yes." already, she had closed her eyes and settled to fall back asleep.

Bucky was about to close his own eyes when he whispered. "Val?"

"Yeah?"

"You know I'll always love you."

She frowned. "I know, and I'll always love you too." Sebastian, she added wordlessly. "Forever and ever...and ever..." she quickly fell into a deep sleep.

He waoted a few moments incase she said anything else but she remained silent. "Dope." he whispered before closing his eyes.

A/N: Oooh, is Bucky starting to become Sebastian once more? Dun dun duuuun! So, tomorrow the big GREEN/GOLD secret is revealed in the one chapters time. Whoop whoop! Excited?

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