THE Naive ME

Part 30

Dineo

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Germain is been checking up on me daily ever since I left, I told him that I made peace with my aunt just for the sake of negotiations to take place. I also received a call from dad he needed to know about the date but I told him that they are still discussing it and they need to send a letter if the request for their hand in married and again both family must meet up for the friendly meeting that will be when the date of negotiations will be given. Clara shes been making connections she already found the person who will negotiate for me on behalf of my aunt, all she said is she is a stranger I wonder what will happen on the ceremony when my aunt doesn't show up again I hope she knows the job I don't want my chance to be destroyed by simple thing cause that will cost me alot. On that day after telling Clara about Germain's mood swings she thought I could be pregnant we went to the clinic only to find that am not pregnant welll the unfortunate part of the story is I am infertile I have suffered from gonorrhea that was sexually transmitted and it's been untreated to a point where it did internal damages that causes me to be infertile. I felt helpless in the situation I was so broken that was the only way to win him I don't even know how I should react to this situation that was my last hope..but there is only one thing that doesn't make sense if am not pregnant then what's with Germain mood swings?

Clara: my love your situation  is deeper than I thought it could be

Dineo: I lost hope on it I even think of quitting I can't do this anymore Clara I won't give him babies it breaks my heart

Clara: quitting no!! you are overreacting. You can't quit while you are this far

Dineo: so what's the plan?

Clara: I know this other friend of my mine from the Rethabile clinic we can make her fake your miscarriage

Dineo: still doesn't change the fact that am infertile and it might change Germain's mind about marrying me after all the only reason am getting married is because he think am pregnant I will lose him

Clara: come on Dineo this will happen after the negotiations 

Dineo: ooh

Clara: Dineo you worked hard to reach this level you can't quit now, do not let this situation make you lose hope in what you have build

Dineo: I didn't do anything Clara

Clara: you made him leave her for you and we both know that everyone doubted he will do, so that an achievement so don't let her win him back

Dineo: Yeah sure but ensure that you talk to the doctor about the miscarriage thing, I don't wish to see him broken when he realized that he lost the baby

Clara: he should be strong

Dineo: so I will never get to experience being a mother

Clara: it's going to be fine my friend you can adopt you know

Dineo: I know but I needed my own child, it breaks my heart that I couldn't read the symptoms of the damn clap

Clara: it's not your fault my love stop thinking about it, I don't want to see you stressed we will figure the way out of this situation

Dineo: yeah I will try not to

I don't know what I will do without Clara she is always there for me to support and to help me out of the situation I really do appreciate her she's a true friend one can ask for.