THE Naive ME

part 36

Katleho

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Daniel has been on my side since the day he learned or should I say confirmed about my pregnancy. I have pushed him away several times because I believed that things wouldn't be the same, I was scared he will walk away so I thought pushing him away will be the best cause you know when people walk away from your life it really hurts. I don't really know about his intention with me, he never said anything about the relationship, all he does is taking care of me, meeting my need transporting me to my appointments not forgetting the fact that he attend my appointments with me and acts as a father while we are not even a couple. I'm in my second trimester, I am five months now and believe me when I say I can't wait to due. I feel like am  an elephant am too big, I am lazy to even bath all I do is too, wake up and eat if only they told me that pregnancy will be these hard I would've been avoiding boys from the start. My broken days are long gone I decided to focus on my self and the precious gift. We bond each and every second, she doesn't have mercy on me she kicks a lot with the endless movement at some time ill be laughing along at the feeling I get we she kicks, of cause I have the belief that its a girl even though the gender is not yet confirmed. I do really love my baby girl I cant wait to meet her, hear her first cry, holding her tiny little hands just to carry her am yearning for those moments I feel so blessed to be carrying this precious soul at least something good came from my crush talking about my Ex crush I wonder how will she look like will she take his features I hope they could include his Chinese eyes she will be more cute with those eyes

Daniel: you seem deep in your thoughts is it part of the bonding?

Katleho: I just can't wait any longer to meet her

Daniel: Its only 5 months now Katleho

Katleho: am well aware of that

Daniel: even today you still don't want to go home?

Katleho: she wants nothing to do with me Daniel, she made it clear that I should never set my feet in her yard

Daniel: She needed time to process everything I highly believe that things will be different now just give it a shot

Katleho: but..

Daniel: she's your mother she loves you, she never meant what she said

Katleho: after that phone call she never did anything to get back to me

Daniel: okay then let's go and sort everything out

Katleho: she will be more frustrated when she learns that my baby is fatherless

Daniel: who says that she's fatherless am here

Katleho: Daniel you don't have to do these for me, after all, is not like you owe me anything

Daniel: I do this because I care for both of you

Katleho: why?

Daniel: you will understand someday anyway let me help you out to take a bath and have supper so that you take an early sleep tomorrow we going to have a long journey

Katleho: is there anything I can do to change your thoughts about tomorrow

Daniel: am afraid there is nothing it is about time we get to the bottom of this matter she needs a healthy environment

Katleho: I still can't believe you are also convinced that its a girl

Daniel: And I blame you to that

Katleho: ha ha ha leave me out of it

Daniel: am glad to hear you laughing after those tough past days I couldn't even see your teeth

Katleho: am just glad those days are all gone and all thanks to you for being on my side and never listened to me when I push you away

Daniel: I had to give you support I couldn't let you lose it

Katleho: and I can't stop to thank you for that

Daniel: its okay Katleho, so any suitable name for her

Katleho: I thought of Precious

Daniel: indeed she's a precious gift just got blessed with a girl

Katleho: Amen to that, help me out or else I will skip bath

Daniel: Don't dare think of it

We both laughed, I am glad to have someone like Daniel in my life he's a Godsend, believe me, he helped me out of my sorrows my heartaches he was right by my side he helped me heal he gave me support I truly appreciate what he has done to me I wish God can bless him for his good-hearted.