THE Naive ME

part 43

Katleho

I have been so good lately or should I say happy. He promised to make it up to the time he missed and he does, he feed my cravings he even buys all of my favorites. He would buy me snacks that will last me for two days and ensure to come back after a day with another plastic filled with snacks. he give me a support, in every appointment he presence himself if I feel any changes even if it can be cramps he will come here spend the night to ensure that am safe, if they get worse he will take me straight to the doctor, well he has been feeding my cravings, after all, I missed that for about the whole 8months, I know its wrong but it feels so right with me. After all, I have been wishing to go through this pregnancy with him. Even though we don't talk about our relationship status but am glad he is here with me and I have all his attention and I can say he shows me, love, so we don't really have to talk about it. My mother has been fighting Germain until she quits so every time Germain comes in she goes out, her last words were I don't want to see you being hurt crying. As for Daniel thank God he did as I told him, ever since he dropped me off, I never heard from him and am so glad he did nothing, some people, God sent them in our life to help us through our situation. I believe he was also a Godsend. I was lying on bed and then I hear a knock, am lazy to get up. You can't blame me its a long process to get to the door, I texted him "the door is not locked you can come in".

Germain: Hey sweetness

Katleho: (he said that kissing my lips) hello to you too

Germain: How are you guys today I missed you?

Katleho: she makes endless moves while kicking me

Germain: she wanna come out now

Katleho: I can't wait any longer its been a long road for me

Germain: few more weeks to go you will be fine, you such a strong woman, and I like that.

Katleho: thanks what do we have here( i said that getting up to see what he bought me today)

Germain: something you might like, what! Wait, babe, you still have my necklace, you even wearing it today.

Katleho: ooh come on, you bought it for me

Germain: I just thought you got rid of it ever since...

Katleho: I had it to remind me of how good you once were to me

Germain: ah really, am I not good to you anymore?

Katleho: you are but things have changed now

Germain: I am just glad that you let me into your life again after what I have put you through and you let me be part of this pregnancy... I will forever appreciate that.

Katleho: am doing it for her remember

Germain: I know that anyway how about we have you before we feed you snack

Katleho: (He said trying to kiss me) Germain no!!

Germain: Ah what now?

Katleho: not today am not in the mood

Germain: But...

Katleho: I am glad that you popped up to check up on me, but you can now leave.

Germain: what did I do know

Katleho: Nothing ensure to close the door

Germain: but katleho...

Katleho: bye love you

Germain: I will come back later.

Katleho: No I will see you tomorrow

Germain: are you okay, are you gonna be okay

Katleho: I will be fine please leave

Germain: okay sharp

He left, talking about the necklace indeed brought me back to our past in how he was good to me and in how he had my heart shattered, I might be with him but it's hard for me to forget all those pain he put me through. I might not show it to him but it affected me to the core I don't wanna lie
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Dineo

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After long hours go drafting my plan I needed a break so I went to town, I did a Shopping brought dresses that hug me tightly, I did fitting I look perfect in them. When I return to the house I just found plastics in our bed, in my mind was to check what was in the plastics but then there is this other paper bag that took all my attention, is an American Swiss small paper bag, I reached to it, my heart just melted when I find a ring. It was a beautiful black diamond ring, ever since the negotiations, I never received a ring I was so happy that I was no longer interested in opening other plastics I took my plastics with me and went to the kitchen put them on the kitchen counter and dial John's number I should do something special for this night at least set a table, dinner for two, just to play part in adding this evening to be more special I have the feeling that he's going to kneels down for me tonight, it didn't take him a while to have his car packed in our spot, I did shopping with the help of John even though he didn't understand what was going on. When I return back it was around 4, thank God he is not yet back. I just started preparing dinner, I prepared a special dinner and have the table set with candles, red candles plus red roses shattered all over the bedroom, wow I didn't know I can be so romantic. I took a quick bath and wear my maroon dress, that was my favorite through them all, just as I was putting my earrings on, the door opened I turned around to see his reaction, he seems so confused I just smiled

Dineo: You right on time babe, take a sit

Germain: What is going on here, did I forget my birthday or something

Dineo: No not really, I just decided to make things different tonight (He glanced on the plastics that he left earlier before he goes out I believe)

Germain: Fuck

Dineo: ( it came as a whisper) Is everything okay?

Germain: Yes umh, okay, let see what you cooked for me tonight, this place is beautiful

Dineo: It came with effort well you going to enjoy I tell you.

Germain: Plus I know you are capable of cooking

Dineo: am capable of everything believe me( it came in sarcastic)

Germain: umh, yeah sure

Dineo:( he glared his throats before he could say that). Let's eat

We had our dinner, I don't know but it's been a weird one, it was filled with silence, ever since he cheated on me we never had a lot of words to exchange plus he has always been out.

Dineo: Germain

Germain: huh?

Dineo: I forgive you for what you did to me, I forgive you for cheating on me and again I forgive you for those bitter words you uttered to me, I believe we're not meant, It was just a situation that leads you to say them.

Germain: Ohw umh...

Dineo: It's okay babe you don't really have to say a thing I understand and I love you so much, you make me happy

Germain: what! Oh I gotta go, see you later

Dineo:(He said that rushing out) but you didn't finish up your food

Wow, he just left he didn't even propose me. I thought it would've made things easier for him, I know he might be shy to propose or scared thinking that I might turn him down after what he did to me, or maybe the ring is not meant for me, oh no!!