THE Naive ME

part 41

I don't know what's with me. Why does my relationship revolve around Kgasago's family? Maybe that why Germain never took me seriously, I believe he sees me as a loose
Well, I thought he is different from them all, but then he doesn't differ from them all. All boys are the same. I have been at my lowest ever since I discovered the truth about this whole thing. I don't know what I should do, how to react towards the situation, but its best I be on my own and distance myself from them and put all my focus on my precious but then I don't know if it will be possible ever since Germain what's to play his part to his baby. if there is one thing I shouldn't confuse is between the playing part on the baby not with me, as for me we tried but it never worked out so I hope this situation won't confuse me or him, he's a married man now things are no longer the same as before plus I have already received threatening from his wife so I hope she won't trouble me am not up for cats fights. I was deep in my thoughts when I receive a from Daniel, Damn I almost forgot about our meetings.

Katleho: Hey Daniel

Daniel: Hello, are you good?

Katleho: yeah

Daniel: hows the baby?

Katleho: fine I believe

Daniel: are you sure you good?

katleho: Yeah I said am okay

Daniel: okay can I see you now?

Katleho: yeah am coming where you at?

Daniel: Am approaching your Gate

Katleho: okay am coming

I glanced outside I can spot his car I then went to it and get inside, He gave me a kiss in my cheek

Daniel: I missed you so much

Katleho: where are we going? ( i could feel his stare I tried to avoid keeping my eye contact)

Daniel: I don't know I just need a peaceful place where we can talk freely

Katleho: it sounds serious..this road will lead us to the river I believe it is the peaceful place to your preference( he turned the car to the direction that leads us to the river, he finds the right spot under the tree then he packed the car, he said nothing but ogling at me as I kept my focus on the river he made me so uncomfortable plus I could feel the anger arise inside of me) this place is too peaceful.

Daniel: let's take a walk I want to see more of it

Katleho: is it safe?

Daniel: I believe you are safe with me

Katleho:( I felt like I could have a say to it and tell him how a piece of trash he is but I tried to keep my cool and just go with the flow) if you say so

We walked around the place exploring the beauty of the river plus nature all along we were talking about the random things.

Daniel: katleho there is something I want you to know, please do not get mad at me and do not hate I have a better reason for it.

Katleho:( here we go am not sure if I am ready to hear the truth from him, honestly speaking I had a little bit hope that Germain did that to keep me apart from Daniel he was lying to me but it seems like its the truth) I can't promise you, it will depend on what you have to say

Daniel: ooh

Katleho: am curious to know what is it

Daniel: Katleho please at least find the better way of processing this whole thing I don't want to see you are...

Katleho: just tell me, stop running around

daniel: me and Germain we are cousins

katleho: okay

Daniel: okay that's what you have to say?

katleho: what do you expect me to say, what do you expect me to do?

Daniel: umh, are you not gonna freak out, get mad at me, yelling or something?

katleho: is there anything you will like to share with me?

daniel: Umh yah, I didn't just bump on to you in that park that day, I was with Germain

katleho: what!

daniel: yes I was with him he saw how broken you were, so he requested a favor from me that I get closer to you and support you throughout your issues with him, umh while I keep him updated about the changes in your life

katleho: ooh Mr investigator

daniel: please let me finish. I only kept him updated for about two months that was when he told me as long as you are coping now that's enough I can keep my distance, but I couldn't keep my distance the moment I learn about your beautiful soul, katleho I have grown to love you a lot that why I always ensured to be by your side. I found you enticing the attention you give me all the time, your posture and how calm soul you are. I don't want you to give me a chance yet I just want you to go and sit down process everything and let it all sink in through that process remember I love you and I would be grateful if you take your time to learn to know me of who the type of a guy I am, please don't judge me for my past at least the moments we spend together use them as the memory or the glimpse of who I am. I will then hear from you.

katleho: wow all along I thought you where different Daniel it seems like I thought I knew you I never did

Daniel: katleho!

katleho: (he got closer trying to hold my hands) no don't come any closer I don't wanna see you near me, just take me home, I don't want to hear a word from you.

Daniel: but katleho...

katleho: you came into my life for investigation and I believe you find what you have been searching for, and believe me you are good at playing your cards me, you played Mr. I care for you while you were feeding my enemy with information. I take it he knew from you that I am pregnant, thats why you where so concerned about him playing a role in my baby's life, now you are creating him space to comeback.well just know that it never will happen I am done with him and you. now take me home