THE Naive ME

Part 82

Katleho

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Things are better now, my girl is around and healing. Everything is going well at the restaurant. And I am coping with the divorce. Umh, my problem is with Germain, I hate it when he's around me cause the closer we get, the more I am falling for him so hard. Have you ever love someone so much that it hurts you when you think you can't be with them. You know how much it hurts when you try to get closer but they tell you they can't love you. I can see how he looks at me, it's with love but he says" we can't be together, Our kiss was a mistake", a mistake, I could see he enjoyed it, how could it be a mistake? but yet he calls it a mistake, maybe I should just try hard to get over him. I should've stopped myself from falling for him again. How could I be so stupid to let this happen? Afterall bad things always come out from our relationship. I wasn't supposed to push David away, He kept on coming back all the time, maybe he truly loves me, I believe he loves me. I should go out there and sort my mess out with him, Go and get your man girl

I took a bath, I was on my sexy Maroon dress that hugs my body tightly exposing every corner of my body and my curves, I had my black heels on and hair done, I got my make up on, I look at myself in the mirror, I love the reflection of myself, there is no way that he could resist this reflection. Precious said Lerato is coming to sleep over, and I heard noises I believe she's already here, I am covered, she won't need me ever since these days she's able to do things on her own so, its a free night for me. I told them am leaving they said they will cope, I took my Maroon handbags and take the last glance at me in the mirror, "perfection, I love what I see...".

Germain: I love what I see
Katleho: You can't be in my room uninvited, what if I had a visitor and you just enter my room as if like you are the owner of this house
Germain: I am sorry, I found the door wide opened, so I thought it's safe to get in
Katleho: Whatever
Germain: You going out?
Katleho: Yes( I said that in a smile)
Germain: You look so beautiful
Katleho: Really, you think he's going
to be taken? ( I was blushing)
Germain: Oh a male not a female
Katleho: ( blushing) Yep
Germain: oh okay
Katleho: Are you okay?
Germain: Yeah just..yeah am good
Katleho: ( I grinned)You don't sound good, Anyway I was about to leave, how can I help you?
Germain: I came here to check on Precious so I thought I should say hello to you
Katleho: Oh hello to you too, ensure to close the door when you leave
( I said that leaving the room)
Germain: Are you going to spend a night with him?
Katleho: Well, I can't predict the fun...
Germain: What about Precious?
Katleho: She's a big girl, she can take care of her self
Germain: Oh
Katleho: Are you not going to say to me " Enjoy",?
He didn't reply to me, I grinned as I go down the stairs, I could feel his piercing gaze through my body., You did it again girl.

I reached his doorstep, I knocked, the music is too loud, I doubt he will hear me. I knocked again, He half opened the door, he seemed like someone who is busy with something as he was busy looking back. It seems like he doesn't even note how am wearing.

David: Oh Katleho what are you doing here?

Katleho: I came here to tell you that am sorry for...
He cut me off
David: Can we talk some other time, I am in no good space
Katleho: Are you busy?
David: I am very much busy
I heard a voice from the background
voice: I was wondering where you are, you got company?
David: Yeah kind of
It was a female, she had her body covered with a towel, she was a beautiful young lady, her eyes met mine..we kept our stare for longer in silence, I felt so jealous, so he moved on. He finally moved on,she said to David

The lady: who is this?
David stare at me a little longer and reply
David: she is nobody, she was just leaving, Enjoy your day Katleho
Katleho: I..I will do( stammering)

I Left without turning back, wow it feels like the day that Germain sends me home having Dineo left with him. I feel like History just repeated itself again. How could you do this to me Daniel, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be in such a mess. I went to the corner store and settle down to take a breath and process everything.

Precious

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We were laying in my bed chatting. I like this moment with her.

Lerato: You being stealing glance at your phone, you expect a phone call?
Precious: No, ( I exhaled) I just hope to receive a phone from Someone, I don't know why do I feel like he will call me, after all, he never calls
Lerato: Who is that someone Lucky, I won't be surprised
Precious: No it's not lucky
Lerato: Who will it be except Lucky
Precious: Umh Desmond
Lerato: Wow what? I really want to see this Desmond person
Precious:( Reached out for my phone and show her the picture of Desmond) Maybe this will help you to see how does he looks like
Lerato: It feels like I have seen him before, he looks familiar
Precious: Are you sure you never see him with me maybe?
Lerato: No, but I can't recall where did I see him, so are you guys dating, why will you expect his call
Precious: No we are not dating, I don't know why, I am just miss something maybe?
Leo: I don't take that
Precious: There still some missing puzzle that am still trying to find
Lerato: What is exactly going on?
Precious: I am having weird dreams
Lerato: Weird in what way?
Precious: I am having dreams, and in those dreams am in love with Desmond, The love feels so real, so unbreakable
Lerato: what does your heart says?
Precious: I don't know how am feeling
Lerato: You don't know or you just scared to face a reality?
Precious: I don't know, he's a stranger to me, I don't know him
Lerato: Okay, but I will tell you the truth, last time you tried with Lucky things...

My phone started ringing, It's Lucky, I felt disappointed maybe its because am hoping to receive somebody's phone call.