THE Naive ME

Part 37

Dineo

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I have spent my night at hospital that day waiting for Clara to rescue me indeed first thing in the morning she was there, the interesting part of the story is by the time Germain was outside for phone calls he was trying to get hold on her mother so her mother couldn't make it here so Clara suggested that I go with her to take care of me ever since Germain had a lot to deal with in the process and accepting the loss of our baby. He didn't like it but Clara was good in her words that he ended up agreeing to let me be with Clara. I spend three weeks with Clara in the name of healing, Germain only came to check up on me only twice and then since then he disappeared from Earth I tried to call him several time he didn't pick up my calls, that was when I decided to go back to home plus Clara was returning back to Pretoria. When I get to our place I found him passed out on the table. The place was a mess, it was filled with empty bottles of whiskey, it seems like he hadn't been himself, I hate to see him in that state, first thing I did was to prepare him a bath then when I wake him up he was pissed that he went out since that morning I haven't heard from him I am clueless of where he could be but he is old I can't be going around searching for him he knows his ways to home since he didn't bath I drained out the water from bathtub and start cleaning up the mess he did, I ended up regretting cleaning this place after what I found, I found an underwear I hope he has a better explanation to it. I was deep in my thought when he opens the door

Dineo: where have you been Germain

Germain: am not a kid I don't have to explain my movements

Dineo: then how do you explain the underwear that I found next to the closet

Germain: you ain't stupid Dineo it's clear that it was left behind

Dineo: I can't believe you admitted that you cheat on me

Germain: nobody forced you to be stuck with me, oh you thought it will be fun remember am the very same guy you were stripping for

Dineo: what is going on with you Germain I just lost my baby and you on the other side you sleeping around you don't even care of my feelings how could you be so heartless

Germain: there is still a time you can call it a quit unless if you are strong enough

Two months later

I believe the only thing that caused Germain to be sweet on me was the pregnancy, now he is bitter he would sleep with the girl in my presence I have never felt so disrespected in my entire life. I don't know what has gotten in his head. I have no happiness in this marriage, he doesn't even touch me. I think my sins are getting back to me. I really missed the part of him being heartless, but if he thinks that being bitter to me will lead me to turn the wedding off well am not gonna give him that. Everybody was so broken when Germain break the news of my miscarriage to them. But they all convinced us to try again and decided to set the date to our wedding I believe they really meant their words when they say Germain should stick with me. Ever since the date of 25 July was set to be my wedding day Germain turned his behavior to be worse he will spend night out come back with his nightstand to have their scream filling the whole house, worse part the following day I will be sharing kitchen with them as they will be preparing breakfast for my husband, as much as it pisses me off I decided to keep my cool and watch everything from a distance and if he thinks I will quit on this marriage that will happen on his dreams if only he knew I have given so much effort to get to this far.