While I was at work I had a lady do a test on me and you know what I was positive oh god. I mean yes I wanted kids but there was so much I wasn't ready for. Especially if it was a girl, two me's in the house sounds like a disaster. Two Ushijimas wouldn't be that bad it would just be...let's just say interesting. Anyway the next day I told Ushijima and he was over the moon about it, of course he was he wanted 4 that dumbass. Anyway throughout those 9 months I actually kind of loved it, life was easy and it made me be watchful of the little things. I read articles and books about being a mom like crazy, and my favorite part was ordering baby stuff. Ah I forgot to say that it's boy Ushijima was happy and so was I. I hope its a girl next because I'm not stopping without a girl, I NEED A DAUGHTER.
Anyway the only thing I hated about it was labor it was so long and painful but our baby boy was to die for, Niko and Tendou came and saw the baby a few hours later and we were all trying to decided names but then Niko blurted out "Ryu". I looked at Ushijima and he said "I like it what about you", cute and it's already a nicknameeeeee". And that's how my first son was raised and from birth he was a very happy kid always smiling and he cried but not like I thought he would, I could tell the signs if he was hungry or tired and all. Ushijima had the volleyball in his hands all the time, Ushijima wanted him to be just like him. Months when on and so did time with Ryu we set him up with a babysitter because Ushijima was just as busy as I was but we still made as much time as we could for him. Ryu was about to turn 1 so we were out shopping just getting new clothes and shoes when I felt sick.
I told Ushijima to old Ryu while I went to the bathroom and threw up, when I came back I said "Just nauseous but I'm good", we kept shopping and on the way home I was SLEEP. Like for some reason I was overly exhausted, I went home and went straight to sleep. When I woke up I heard Ryu crying like he was insane, I ran as fast as I could and he was on the ground next to his trampoline. I said "WAKATOSHI WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU", he said "I went to get the bottle really quick because HE refused to let go". I said "Well he jumped off and is now screaming and how the hell did I beat you here", he said "Because you run at lightning speed when it comes to Ryu I heard you running so I was just finishing up with the bottle". I said "Gosh wait wait wit", Ushijima said "What". I said "I think I'm pregnant because everything makes sense now", he said "AGAIN WE JUST HAD RYU".
I said "Ryu is literally about to be one next week it hasn't been that long and YOU said you wanted four kids but we are only having two because I don't want there to be a middle child and four is too many". He said "True but if this isn't a girl we have to have a third", I said "That is the best thing you said all day". Later on I went to the hospital to confirm and look at that I was pregnant again, I mean I was happy I loved the pregnancy phase and right after the baby is born omg so cuteee! Anyway those 9 months were actually terrible the child was a kicker and we had to do a c section because of I don't even know I was in and out of consciousness. But it was all worth it once we found out it was a girl YES YES YES I LOVE LOVE LOVED IT. I could stop having kids and enjoy my life, I did get my tubes tied so that we didn't have any more kids. Kids we a lot of work.
Anyway this time Ushijimas parents and Niko and Tendou were there and once again a bunch of noise filled the room with name suggestions but this time Ushijiams dad said something that lit a spark in me. He said "Yua", I said "it means binding love and affection", he said "there you go". I said "Well Yua and Ryu it is short and simple and they have really cute meanings"! After a few days I was home taking care of my two beautiful children, Ushijima constantly got mad at me because I would "hog" Yua but that was not true in the slightest. I hung out with Ryu all morning and put him to bed with a story and messed with Yua throughout the day, ok now I see my problem. I just couldn't share Yua was so cute and all I ever wanted was a girl, OMG WHEN SHE SAID HER FIRST WORD IT WAS SO CUTE". Sadly she didn't say mom or dad but she said "Ha" which I guessing she was trying to pronounce hi so we all just agreed her first word was hi.
Ryu's first word was dada which is fine because he is a daddy's boy which sounds awkward but he really is. Them growing up together was so cute especially in their younger years, Ryu was always playing with Yua and keeping her busy, he was already a very good brother. I can't wait until they become teenagers, well maybe not. But besides the point a few months later and Yua was one and Ryu was almost 2, ushijimas parents came and stayed with us for a while and it was so refreshing. Me and Ushijima took a vacation and has so much fun and Ushijimas parents were loving the kids, they were overall calm kids like I never felt too stressed. I mean what can I say I learned a lot over these few years, I will be nothing like my parents in the slightest. My only goal is to be the best mom ever.
~to be continued~
