Typical

Chapter twenty eight

I didn't want to lie to Willow.

But I couldn't tell her that Amanda was complaining because I told her I didn't know if I could come over tonight.

I didn't know.

As shitty as that sounded, what if I did go over her house tonight?

What if her hands replaced Willows on my skin?

I felt sick.

"Oh" She looked down at the table.

It was clear the topic of this girl made her uncomfortable.

I set my pan down on the stove, walking around the island to Will.

"I'm not going over" I lifted her chin with my finger, kissing her lips.

A smile spread across her face and I felt excitement yet guilt all in once.

That wasn't true.

I didn't know if I was gonna go over.

I still didn't understand what I was feeling and if one girl could push these unfamiliar feelings away, then maybe.

Just maybe I could go back to normal.

The normal Shawn.

"Somethins burning" She laughed through the kiss.

I instantly pulled away, eyes wide as I ran to the stove.

"My pancake" I whined, putting out a puppy dog lip.

Willow laughed, causing something inside to jump with excitement.

I loved her laugh.

"It's okay, we can always make more"

She suggested.

I groaned, throwing the Burt sadness into the trash and adding more batter to the pan.

....

After breakfast, Willow took a nap and Ian came over.

While she slept in my bed I got numerous texts from Amanda.

"Why don't you just go? Fuck her and get it over with. I don't know what your so worried about"

Ian spoke, pushing his thumbs back and fourth on the paddle as he played COD.

"I'm not worried about anything"

Which was true, I wasn't 'worried'.

I just didn't want to make a stupid decision.

But it's not like I've cared the other times right?

"Then go" He played on, I threw my head back on the couch.

Just one night.

Me and Willow weren't dating.

It didn't mean anything,... Right?

New Text Message from- Amanda

'Just come over, I'm alone plus no panties 😏😏'

I didn't reply.

'Shawn. Baby boy I want you. I need you'

I still didn't reply.

'You know you'll have an amazing night with me, stop being so stubborn 🙈'

"Bro, go. If your that worried I'll make sure sleeping beauty doesn't know where you are"

He paused the game.

Looking at me.

I set my own thumbs on the keyboard.

'Ill come'

Sent- 3:04 PM