FOREVER Family ( Sequel to TROUBLE WATERS)

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I woke up early and said goodbye. I had Uber get be instead of asking one of them to take me to the airport. Jane hasn't responded to any of my calls nor texts.  I knew our relationship was in trouble when she started staying at work working on cases and coming home at eleven and gone by seven. We were still having dessert but it felt differently. I didn't want her to leave me.  I landed in Sacramento and went home. Her truck wasn't there. I knew not to ask anyone because it would infuriate her more with me.  I am so afraid to lose Jane as my lover and friend.  I go

to the exercise room and use the  bag which I rarely wrapping my wrists and hands up. I begin pounding like crazy.  I don't hear the alarm going and being reset.

I decided to come home not knowing Maur has returned early.  I put away the groceries and beverages that Avery and the girls left at the cabin. I hear Maur crying in exercise room. I wall over there screaming when she could how petty she has been lately.  She is so afraid of losing me. I see her livkinv and hitting the  bag correctly with so much anger and force.  I was afraid she was gonna to hurt herself that I wrapped my arms around her to stop. I got her to stop but she didn't know it was me. She stepped hard on my instep just enough to cause pain .

Ah shit Maur it's me.  J your home.  Baby I didn't know it was yiu.  I am so sorry. It's okay but fucking hurts. I am gonna to get ice and go to bed.  J I will get the bag and you go to the room to rest. We need to talk and let me go first when I return with the ice pack.

I make it to our room and lay down.  Maur returns with the ice pack and applied it.

J my pettiness and frustrations has been pushing your feelings away.  Please forgive me I don't want you leaving. Maur it hurts me when you act and treat me wrong. I don't deserve it . J please give me a chance I will work on it. I will even donate my  alot of my shoes and cut down on my shopping sprees. Maur yes in the shoes but the shopping sprees continue but not as frequent. J reached for my hand and kissed me.

Chrissy your improving each time pleasuring  me. Let's take a breather.
We held one another and fell asleep.

J let's talk.  No need  I heard you earlier and now. I don't like this friction between us and the sex isn't like how it should be. I know and I to blame for it. Maur I should of spoke to you earlier too. It's not all on you
J explained to me why she has been so stressed.  She agreed to look for another lawyer for their firm but right now she was tired even though it was early and just wanted to go to bed, cuddle and fall asleep.  It's exactly what she did after she left to speak with baby girl on her cell and put an advertisement in the lawyer paper. I let her know about Christina and I.  She gave me her input and promised to keep it my secret.

Avery you okay? Yeah.  I feel bad that my aunt and I cutting back to do more pro bono work was causing her to work alot more hours to pick up all of the new cases. We need to find a medium so uncle Sam does kill us on our taxes.  She knows we are back.  She isn't going to tell anyone. I told her why I left and she just wants us to be careful.  More people involved with dessert more
feelings and the chances someone will get hurt. You told her? Yes. She is also putting an ad in the magazine on line for a new lawyer.  I am glad you have been putting alot of hours in too. Let's go for a run in the work out room and a swim like you like it. 
Avery has a big smile on her face.

Chrissy and I work out for awhile and then go skinny dipping for dessert.

It was a little chilly when Gloria and I went for out walk so we wore long pants instead of shorts.

Babe Jane text me.  She went to the cabin but later came home.  Her and Maura talked. Hope everything is better.  She said yes. She and baby girl are going to look for another associate to replace Phillip.
Babe let's go to Santa Barbara while Selma and her husband are st work.  Sounds perfect to me.
Selma lent us her other car.

We were off.

We both changed and had a blast in Santa Barbara.