Black Diamonds are Bulletproof | MYG

Part 42

Yoongi wasn't surprised when he walked into his room and heard the shower running. He could hear sniffles, so he quickly undressed and found robes and towels for you both before moving the frosted door aside to step into the shower with you.

What he didn't expect was for you to be curled up in a corner of the shower, crying into your knees.

"Oh Babygirl," he said quietly, and you looked up and tried to stand up quickly, but he crouched down instead. He used his thumbs to wipe away under your eyes and was amused when half your mascara came with it. He turned to grab one of the face clothes he'd tucked on top of the glass door and turned back to find you'd also stood up. But when you wrapped your arms around him, he put the cloth back and just held on.

You sniffled against his chest and tried with all your might to stop, but when he tucked you back under the spray of the shower and swore at you about how cold it was, you couldn't help the tears that wouldn't seem to stop. He finally got the water adjusted to where he knew you liked it best and then angled you into the strongest part of the spray.

The hot water helped you relax but mixed with the scotch you'd had for a supper, it made you a little dizzy and you told Yoongi, which made him laugh a little.

"Babygirl, you're all a mess today," he said as he stroked your hair while you laid against his shoulder, tucked just under his chin and snuggled into him more. "I think what we both need is a weeks' vacation," he murmured, and you pulled back in horror trying to figure out where you'd work that in. Which of course made Yoongi crack up again.

"(Y/N)ie, I said that's what we need, not what we're going to get. I know as well as you exactly how much we're pouring into this tour and what you're doing for us to get us back to where we were," he cupped your cheeks in his hands as he spoke and bent down to place the gentlest of kisses against your lips.

"Hoseok will catch you later Babygirl. He's horrified that he might have hurt your feelings," he began, and you put your hand over his mouth for a minute.

"He didn't say anything wrong. I was apparently just in a shit mood and took what he said wrong," you explained, and he raised an eyebrow.

"Right, which is why I found you in here, where you were obviously just fine," he drawled, and you sniffled a bit more and then smiled a little.

"You know I'm always terrified I'm not enough. I'm not good enough, I'm not smart enough, I'm not strong enough to do this," you said and now Yoongi nudged your hand out of the way and leaned down to kiss you again.

"You are though," he said a little fiercely and you smiled for him again.

"So, you always tell me nae Nampyeon. I'm starting to listen to you sometimes," you teased, and he made a face at you. "I'm worried that these episodes are going to put me back in that not good enough place," you admitted and ducked your head to avoid his eyes a bit.

Yoongi frowned and thought that through for a bit while the water ran over your bodies. You twisted a little while you waited for his words, and he hissed a little when the warm water started to hit his skin, which just made him grumble a bit.