Black Diamonds are Bulletproof | MYG

Part 43

When you got out of Yoongi's room and were back into comfy clothes, you sucked up your feelings and went to find Hoseok, who was in the living room. Tae and Jimin were back in their room and JK was in the kitchen throwing together his after practice snack, so you had the living room to yourselves. You went and found him on the couch, plunked yourself down, right next to him, and gave him a hug.

He was stiff at first and then you started into your apology about how you'd had a shit day and things were a bit of a mess right now, he wrapped his arms around you and held on tight.

"Ah Hyungsu, I was sure you were saying Goodbye," he murmured, and you were horrified to think he'd thought that even for a second.

"Hoba, I would yell at you a lot. I would stomp around and grumble and be a horrible person, but I wouldn't just up and leave you because I had a bad day," you said drawing back a bit and you were startled to see his eyes were a bit red. That you couldn't deal with at all, so you snuck back into his hug and squeezed more.

"Oh Hoba, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to put you through that at all," you said, and he laughed.

"(Y/N)ie, I think this is supposed to be me apologizing to you, not the other way around," he laughed at last and were happy to not hear the catch in his voice anymore. But you weren't sure you could trust you own voice when he pulled back to look at you.

"(Y/N)ie, I want you to know I think you're doing an amazing job after only stepping into this for what? A few months now? You didn't know anything about this industry and yet here we are, plodding along on our normal path to a world tour. Which we did with hardly any help from anyone that you didn't contact to get up and running. But Hyungsu, we worry about you. I worry about you because I need you here with us to help take care of myself, our Yoongihyung and our brothers. I don't want you working yourself like Yoongiah does when he thinks we're not paying attention," he said and gave you a squinty glare.

You blushed a little and sat up. Watching his face carefully you took his hands in yours.

"It's weird for me. I want you to know that Hoba. It's weird that these guys I've known, literally half my life, who had no idea I existed six months ago, are now some of the absolute most important people in my life. It's weird that someone besides my best friend, who I've known since I was 10 is looking out for me on a daily basis. It's taking me a little bit to remember what that feels like."

You tried to explain, and you weren't sure you were getting your message across just right. Sometimes, especially in times like this, your brain didn't really want to agree with you and make your words come out in Korean. You feared this was one of those times because Hoseok just stared at you a little. Then surprised you, when he wrapped you back up in one of his most excellent hugs.

"I don't know what to tell you (Y/N)ie, except that you have become family to me, even after only a few months. You work so hard to be so careful with each of us, and we are not always the most careful of men. See the example of me and my mouth today," he said and though you tried to brush it off again, he wouldn't let you this time.

Now he held your hands and made you look at him.