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Blue and Grey

Since Sejin booked my Aunt Lani in first class, I placed Annalise and her two friends, Tess and Eira, in there too. Well, I mean, I was going to; however, Namjoon beat me to it. He contacted Sejin for Lani's flight information and purchased their tickets for me. I told him I had no problem buying them and even tried paying him back, but Namjoon refused to take my money.

"You earned that money by working hard. Keep it," said Namjoon. "Plus, I bought the tickets using Jin hyung's card."

Seokjin's head popped up from his computer. "Wait, what?"

"Relax, I'll PayPal you later," he waved him off, cackling. Namjoon then directed his attention to me again. "Audaire, you're family. And that makes Annalise a part of our family too. Let us take care of you guys."

"That's really sweet, Joon," I smiled. "But you work hard to earn your money too. So let me take care of you for once."

"You can buy dinner tonight and we'll call it even, yeah?"

"No, I'm going to buy dinner for the next month. Then we can call it even."

He pressed a kiss to my forehead after he agreed, "Alright, deal."

When Namjoon left to meet with the sound producer, Seokjin clicked his tongue in disapproval. "He's not gonna PayPal me."

***

"I don't think we're going to be able to do all the touristy stuff with you," Yoongi imparts. "It'll be too risky. I'm sorry, D."

"It's okay, guys. I understand why you can't go," I reassure them.

"Send us a lot of pictures," Taehyung requests. "So that we can be with you in spirit."

I nod. "Of course. I'll document everything we do."

I can't lie. I am a little disappointed that they can't come. But I obviously recognize why. The members can't be caught sightseeing with me and three random teenage girls. That'd be weird, wouldn't it? Or maybe people wouldn't even notice us because they'd be too busy swarming them just to catch a glimpse of BTS.

Nonetheless, it'd be nice to go out and do normal couple things once in a while. However at this time, I know it's not possible. Maybe one day though. A girl can dream.

And I know I've said in the past that being kept a secret doesn't get to me, but lately, it has been. Moments like these are when it really hits me. Sometimes, I wish we could live boring, average lives. Yet in the same breath, I'd say I wouldn't change a thing because who would give up this kind of success? Only a madman, that's who.

The members would scream it from the rooftops if I let them.

I'm the reason I'm a secret.

"But we're definitely tagging along to Jeju," says Jimin.

"We'll rent something really private," Hoseok avows. "I'll find a property that has two separate houses so the girls can have their fun, and we can have ours." He wiggles his eyebrows suggestively.

Jimin lets out a loud laugh at his hyung's action.

"I can't wait to be by the water again," Jungkook chimes in. "It's what I miss most about Busan."

"I'm excited to finally see the ocean," I comment.

"You've never been?"

"No. My mom hasn't been back to Hawai'i since I was born, so I haven't had the opportunity. And I didn't have time while we were in LA," I proclaim. "I decided if or when I do go, I want it to be with all of you. It will be more special that way."