Y/N Romanoff

Chapter 101 - Sad Song

(Sad Song Warning. I do not own the lyrics to the song)

Alex: Is Wanda going as well?

Y/N: No. I was just wanting to hang out with Aunt Yelena and get to know Kate more since I haven't truly had a chance yet

Nat: Ok. No doing anything stupid. I know my sister

Y/N: Mom, Aunt Yelena has changed and we both have grown up

Nat: You both may have grown up, but you both are still kids at heart

Y/N: The rule is no blowing anything up, no going crazy and wild and no getting drunk. Yes, I know the rules mom.

Alex: Blowing things up?

Nat: Yes. They started a prank war and some how between them the grenades were supposed to be fake but weren't and the two of them blew up a play house and tree house. Aunt Yelena was the one that was in the tree house relaxing when Y/N took one of my grenades and pulled the pin, then threw it in the tree house. Yelena got out just about 10 seconds before it went off.

Alex: Wow, ok. So, no explosives for you

Y/N: I forgot about that time mom. I was thinking of a different story for blowing up but that one works too.

Nat: That one was the worst of all of them

Y/N: If you say so

Nat: Wait?! What one were you talking about?

Y/N: Don't worry about it

Nat: Y/N! Tell me now

Y/N: Fine. Remember when you had the other bike that you would always ride when you needed to clear your head and then like one summer day, you no longer had that bike?

Nat: You didn't?!

Alex: What did you do?

Y/N: Aunt Yelena was teaching me to ride and I said something, she got mad at me and wanted to leave me in the woods for a few hours, so as she started to speed away, I threw one at her, it went off and bike was no more.

Nat: What did you say?

Y/N: I believe it was along the lines of "If this is too much for you, just leave. I guess I don't need anyone anymore and that you two would be better off without me here" *Tears were falling*

Nat: You two got into an argument and you were struggling with everything but she didn't know what was going on then did she?

Y/N: No, she didn't cuz I didn't know how to tell her that I was struggling. I just wanted to be strong for Aunt Yelena. I was trying to be the strong one for all of us

Nat: Does she know now about what happened and how you were feeling that day?

Y/N: *Head down* No, she doesn't. I don't think I can tell her

Nat: Ok. It's ok, sweetheart. We can tell her later when you're ready. Ok?

Y/N: mhm

Alex: We love you so much

Y/N: I love you both. Well, I'm going to go shower and get ready for bed. Night guys

Alex: Night. See you in the morning

Nat: Night, sweetheart. See you in the morning

After saying goodnight to your moms, you go to your room and jump into the shower then you start to sing one of your sad songs. What you didn't know, is that Wanda was outside the door listening to you. 

Would Anyone Care - Nightcore

Would anyone notice
If tonight, I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me
And say the words that I need to hear?

That I'm no burden
Not so worthless
Bent so much that I just might break
All-consuming
So confusing
The questions that keep me awake

Would anyone care
Would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change?
Would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life

Would anyone want me
If they knew what was inside my head?
Would anyone see me
For the person that I really am?

I won't lie
So hard to hide
I've never felt worthy of love
I would give up
Everything I have
Just to feel good enough

Would anyone care
Would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change?
Would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life

If you're dying inside
Sick of being alive
Let me in, let me share in your pain
From my lungs through the dark
Spoken straight from the heart
Let me give you a reason to stay

If you're out there still lying awake
If you're out there still wondering

Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
The world would be changed if you left it behind
You can't be replaced, no, tonight is the night
You take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life

After you took your shower and got out, dried off and changed, you walk out to the bed and see Wanda waiting for you.

Y/N: Hey love. Everything ok?

Wanda: Yah but are you ok? I heard you singing your sad song. What happened?

Y/N: I was talking with mom and told her that I was going to hang out with Kate and Aunt Yelena tomorrow and we started talking about mine and Yelena's prank wars that we did and the three rules. Then I told her about what really happened to her bike and then the argument that Yelena and I had. I just don't have the heart to tell Yelena what made me say the things I did to her.

Wanda: That bad I guess?

Y/N: I basically said that her and mom would be better off without me and I didn't need anyone anymore

Wanda: Ok, so bad

Y/N: Yes. So, I said goodnight and came to take a shower. I'm sorry you had to hear it

Wanda: Are you ok though? It's ok babe

Y/N: Yes, I'm good

Wanda: Ready for bed then?

Y/N: Yes, I'm tired and I want your cuddles

Wanda: Ok, well then come cuddle

After cuddling up to Wanda, within about 5 minutes, you were both asleep.