Matt Sturniolo Imagines

Mess it up

Your connection with people was easy for you, you always make friends, relationships and friendships so easily that you didn't even have a problem.

You couldn't say that you didn't got hurt once or two, even if it's was because of you messing everything up or them leaving for no reason and never coming back again, just like that.

Your reaction with your boyfriends wasn't like that, they never were the problem, it's always was your fault, if it's was you who getting drunk and going out and hooking up with boys, or just doing crazy stuff and never denying it or saying anything about it.

So it's always was bad for other people to live with you and your mistakes. Even when you tried so bad to change the situation with yourself. It's seems like it's always will be the same thing and you'll never change.

Your relationship with Matt was good, good enough to be true. You always waited to the moment where everything will fall apart because of you and never will be the same.

But it's didnt happen. Matt always was there to help you learn from your mistakes and be better person for yourself and helped you to make the right decisions in life. He knew how to fix what was broken.

For you it's was weird, you waited for him to leave or you to make it fall apart again like every other relationship. And it's happened, like you always thought it's will.

You made your point to Matt, and made him realise that you're the problem and there's no way he can fix you again, so you left, even when you loved him with every heart beat you have left.

And there you were again, In the bar with your friends and some date you had, it's was already the second time you were with the same guy in the same club. But you didn't stopped yourself.

It's was only two weeks after you and Matt broke up and you didn't get over him, you just drank to forget about him, like you used too.

You drank and drank over and over again, you felt like your mind spinning but you didn't really care about this, you just let it happen. You let it be whatever it is.

"Come on y/n, you can't drink that Much, you'll get sick." Your friend, Kayla said. "I'm okay! Just let me!" You said and took her cup from her hand and drank it.

"Wow that's was strong one, I'll be back." You shouts and get out of the dance floor, leaving your friend with your date on the dance floor.

You walked towards the bar and took out your phone of your bag. You scrolled through the phone and saw Matt's name on your phone. You didn't even thought you just called him and waited him to pick the phone.

It's was 1 am in the night, Matt was already at his bed but he heard the phone ring, he get up and saw your name on it, he answered you immediately from the confusion of your phone.

"Hey!" You said to him when you heard his voice from the other side, calling your name. "Hey?" He asked you. "Why are you calling me?" He asked you and sigh.

"What do you mean! We are friends." You laughed and he knew exactly what's going on. You were drunk. "How much did you drink?" He asked without asking if you were drinking.

"Not too much, not like I was with you." You said and laughed at the thought of what you said. "You're on in the mood to talk, where are you?" He asked and you sigh. "Aw, are taking care of me, mr sturniolo?" You asked.