Sidemen one shots

KSimon #1 part two

*Simons PoV*

"I used to love you but now I don't. I'm sorry si" JJ's voice breaking as he gets to the end of the sentence.

"Okay." I say then hang up the phone.

What the fuck did I hang up for. He's going to hate me now. Why did i do any of the things I've did today. JJ just told me everything and I just hang up on him.

Then all the tears I've been holding in just spill out. I cry until there are no tears left, until every drop of emotion had left me. At some point Vikk came in and sat down next to me and put his arm around my shoulder.

"What happened today Simon?"

I start crying again if only I could erase everything that happened today, "Just leave me alone Vikk."

He shrugged his shoulders and walked out my room closing the door behind him.

I should have said something sooner. He used to love me, he said that, maybe if I let myself tell him all these years then I would be with him right now. Not sitting in my room crying like a little girl.

I waited too long and know I lost him as a friend as well. I should have said it sooner.

I feel my phone vibrating in my pocket and see its Harry, no it's JJ using Harry's phone. He's annoyed at me I know it.

I pull out my phone and answer it.

"What?" I say trying to hold in tears.

"Dude why did you just say okay?" I notice it's Harry on the phone.

"I didn't know. I just regret this all. Regret holding it all for a year." My hands start shaking as I speak and my voice wobbles, "I can't talk about it now okay."

"Okay but I don't believe JJ when he say's he don't love you." His voice was a whisper, "You don't stop loving someone just like that."

"What are you saying?"

"Text him what u can't say. Just do that." I here JJ's voice in the background, "Bye."

I decide it's worth texting him so I do.

After an hour of thinking what to put I click send.

I'm sorry I hung up but I was about to cry. I didn't want to do that over the phone. I just regret waiting so long. Now I've lost you as a friend. I'm sorry please don't hate me and can we forget this happened I don't want the other sidemen knowing-Si

I decide to turn off my phone. There's not point hurting myself waiting for his reply.

AUTHORS NOTE: That's part two I hope you enjoyed and that pic above is what I did in my mates science class. It wasn't my class and I wasn't aloud in their. I left before he came back but yeah. It's kinda funny.

Lol also I had a water fight at lunch and started drying my hair in the school hand dryers. Lol it's a poof now.

Hug, kisses and peace ✌🏻️

Btw I end my homework and exams like that as well. :)

There was something else I put on a sticky note to write as well. Let me find it.

Found it.

Also I will be staying after school until 4/5 everyday to finish my science coursework before next Friday. So my updates may be rushes.

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