RWBY x Male Reader (Request Book)

Pain and Consequences

This is a Female Bully Cardin x Depressed/Suicidal Reader requested by Kayn_Shadow-Reaper. I usually don't do gender bends but there is already a first for everything. Also don't shoot the messenger plz. I just write the stories. Also the female name is gonna be Cardena.

(Y/N)'s POV

As I shuffled down the hall my mind raced. Why was I here? I didn't deserve to be here at Beacon. I was like any of the people here. I was a waste of garbage that need to be thrown out. As I continued walking I didn't notice someone and I bumped into this.
(Y/N): "I'm sorry." I said quietly as the person turned around. As the person turned around I realized my mistake. It was Cardena my personal bully.
Cardena: "Well if it isn't my personal punching bag." She said as she grabbed me by my shirt collar and hoisted me into the air.
(Y/N): "Please let me go Cardena." I said trying to get out of her grasp. She then slammed me into the side of the wall causing me to gasp in pain.
Cardena: "Who told you to speak back to me trash?!" She said as she cocked back her fist and rammed it into my chest causing me to become winded. She repeadily punched me until she was satisfied. She then dropped me and began to walk away. "You should just die already wimp." She said as she turned the corner and was out of sight. I then struggled to get up but only managed to get on my knees. After a minute I finally got to my feet and began to stumble to my room slowly. As I finally came to my door I entered my room and locked the door behind me. I then went over to my bed and laid down and began to cry. Why am I treated so badly? What did I do to deserve this?
Cardena: "Because you a piece of trash." Her words echoed in my head. "You should die." Her words said. She was right I should die. I then got up from my bed and got on my knees. I then looked under my bed until I found the rope. I then took the chair from my desk and placed it under the ceiling fan. I then stood atop the chair and began to to type the rope into a noose. Once I was done I tied the noose to the fan and wrapped it tight around my neck.
(Y/N): "Goodbye cruel world." I said as I kicked the chair out from under me. As I fell I felt the noose catch me and hold me in the air. As I felt the the wind escape my lungs my memories flashed right before me. After a minute the room kept getting darker and darker until nothing was left.

Cardena's POV

As I was almost to my door I decided I didn't have enough so I was gonna go beat up my punching bad again. After a minute of walked I stood in front of (Y/N)'a dorm.
Cardena: "Open up!!" I said as I banged on his door.  "I'm gonna give you one last chance before I barge in there!!" I said as I still heard nothing. I then back up a bit and charged into his door causing it to open. "Now you're gon-" I said but stopped as I saw the sight before me. There was (Y/N) hanging from the ceiling fan breathless. At first I stood there shocked but after a couple of seconds I ran towards him. I picked up the Chiat that was under him and got on it. I then pulled out my knife from my pocket and cut the noose off from around his neck and caught him before he fell. I then hoisted him over my shoulders and ran to the infirmary.

Timeskip 4 Hours

As I sat in the infirmary waiting room I heard the door open. The nurse then walked out.
Cardena: "Is he okay?" I asked worried.
Nurse: "He is stable but her is in a coma right now." She said as I felt guilt in my chest.
Cardena: "Can I see him?" I asked as she nodded. I then entered the room to see Professor Ozpin standing next to the bed (Y/N) was laying in. I then walked over to him and sat in a chair next to (Y/N)'s bed. "This is all my fault isn't it Professor." I said as I just stared at (Y/N)'s almost lifeless body.
Ozpin: "I can't say yes and I can't say no. You did bully him yes but did you cause this no. (Y/N) has always been like this. Always depressed and always think about end it all. Why the world was so cruel to him I haven't the slightest clue?" He said as he then turned around and walked out the door.
Cardena: "I'm sorry (Y/N)." I said as I bent over from the chair and placed my hand on top of his. "I'll make it up to you somehow."

Timeskip 3 Months

(Y/N)'s POV

As the sound of beeping filled my ears my eyes began to slowly open. As my eyes finally adjusted I noticed I was in the infirmary. I then slowly sat up and looked around. Why was I here? As I finished the thought the door opened and in walked Cardena with some flowers in a vase. As she looked at me she gasped and dropped the base causing it to shatter. She then ran up to me and wrapped me in a hug. At first I was stiff as a board but then I slowly gave her a hug back. After a minute she let me go and I noticed she was crying.
Cardena: "You're alive!!!" She said with a smile as I just frowned.
(Y/N): "I'm so much of a failure that I can't even kill myself." I said with bitterness as Cardena look at me with sadness and remorse.
Cardena: "I'm so sorry (Y/N). I didn't know you were this bad. If I hadn't have said what I said you probably wouldn't been like this." She said as I looked at her shocked. She then began to cry her eyes out. I decdied to wrap her in a hug as she continued to cry into my chest. After a while she stopped and I let her go.
(Y/N): "Everyone makes mistakes Cardena. Some more than others and some worse than others. As long as you learn from them that's all that matters." I said with a smile as she looked at me shocked. She then grew a slight smile.
Cardena: "I'll make it up to you (Y/N) I promise." She said as I nodded.

Timeskip 1 Month

As of today it has been 1 month since my attempt at taking my life. The road to recovery was not a easy one but somehow I managed to pull through and with some help from Cardena surprisingly. Ever since that day she hasn't picked on me and for some reason has been more protective of me. In all honesty I'm not complaining. I mean after a few days we began to talk to one another and go to know each other better. I found we have a lot in common so we could talk for hours at a time. I think I might feel something for her even though she was like she was to me but like I said everyone makes mistakes in life. As I sat on a bench in the courtyard I stared into the sky watching the clouds roll by. I then felt a flick on my forehead and I recoiled. As I rubbed my head I looked forward to see a snickering Cardena.
(Y/N): "Why do you always do that?" I asked as she just shrugged her shoulders. She then sat down next to me and we sat there in silence.
Cardena: "Hey (Y/N)?" She asked.
(Y/N): "Yeah Cardena?" I said as I looked at her. She was fidgeting her fingers a little and her face was blushing slightly. I didn't know how to react to this so I became nervous.
Cardena: "Could you close your eyes?" She asked as I nodded. I then closed my eyes and waited. After a couple of seconds I felt something soft touch my lips. I opened my left eye slightly to see Cardena kissing me. I then closed my eye and enjoyed the sensation. Her lips were so soft and warm. After a minute she broke off and I opened my eyes.
(Y/N): "Cardena?" I said as I felt my face heat up.
Cardena: "I like you okay." She said as she huffed and crossed her arms. I just sighed happily as I then placed a arm around her shoulder and drew her closer to me. She then placed her head on my shoulder but still get her arms crossed.
(Y/N): "I like you too." I said as I saw a slight smile form on her face.

Thank you all for reading. If you have any suggestions please leave them in the comments below. So this is my first time doing a gender bend. I don't particularly do these types of things but hey a first for everything so please let me know how I did. I hope you enjoyed and I hope to see you in the next chapter.