Best Friend Crush (Suga x Reader)

Collaboration

You froze, your arm still extended towards Yoongi. Yoongi stared at you a fierce stare, you couldn't help but want to cry, "Yoongi don't you recognize me?" You asked in your head. "Yoongi hyung don't be mean," Taehyung said, Taehyung turned around and looked at you, "I'm sorry about him, he doesn't take too kindly with strangers," Taehyung said apologizing one behalf of Yoongis actions. "It's fine..." you said hoping that Yoongi will at least recognize your voice, but instead Yoongi huffed in anger. "Are you lost?" Taehyung asked bringing your attention back to him, "No I'm fine..." you said sadly as you placed your arm back to your side. "Okay... I'm sorry about him again," Taehyung said, "Its fine... I thought he was someone I knew from my childhood, how silly right?" You said holding back the tears as you laughed. The elevator finally stopped at your dorm floor, without any further thoughts or hesitation you quickly walked out of the elevator as tears threatened to fall down your face. You grabbed your keys, fumbled with the keys a little before finally being able to unlock the door. You grabbed the door handle, turned it, walked in and quickly closed it behind you and locked it before slowly falling onto the floor with your back pressed against the door. You cried, "Why couldn't I approach him? Why couldn't I speak to him? He remembered me... I-I could have talked to him and..." you sobbed as you thought of the possible ways you could have finally reunited with Yoongi, but your fear and shyness got the best of you again. It didn't matter either way, his band members and him live a floor above you. You live in the same building as them and work at the same building as them, this was bound to happen one way or another, but you started hating yourself again. You started hating that you couldn't even talk to him, you hated that he didn't recognize you, but your heart and feelings for Yoongi keep telling you to keep trying.

~To Yoongi and Taehyung~

Yoongi and Taehyung both watched as you quickly left the elevator, "Geez what's wrong with her?" Yoongi mumbled to himself annoyed by your presence. "Yoongi hyung... Have you ever seen that girl, like ever?" Taehyung asked watching the elevator slowly close and Yoongi stood there thinking back. "Come to think about it... No I've never seen her," Yoongi said, "Maybe she's new," Taehyung thought to himself, "She sure was cute!" Taehyung said smiley. "Cute huh...?" Yoongi mumbled to himself as he started spacing out.

~Yoongis flashback~

"Stop calling me cute! I'm not cute!" ??? exclaims with anger, "But you are cute Y/N!" Yoongi says with laughter. "I'm not cute Yoongi!" Y/N shouts in anger, "Don't lie to me," Yoongi said, "I'm not cute! I'm a strong and powerful girl!" Y/N shouted as she approached him in anger. "You may not think that you're cute, but you're cute to me," Yoongi said pulling Y/N into a hug with his small arms. Y/N became silent and hugged back in happiness, "You're so weird," Y/N said.

~Back to the present~

"Yoongi hyung!" Taehyung said waving his hand in front of Yoongi, Yoongi came back to reality. Yoongi realized he was smiling, Yoongi immediately became expressionless again, and exited the elevator that had stopped at the next floor. "Did you hear what I was saying in the elevator?" Taehyung asked as he caught up to Yoongi walking by his side, "What?" Yoongi asked staring at Taehyung with confusion. "The manager is setting us up with another Kpop idol. To do a collab together, due to a great amount of fan request," Taehyung said and Yoongi looked at Taehyung. Yoongi looked away annoyed, "We're busy enough... We don't need to have another person dragging us down because of fans," Yoongi said as he walked to the door that lead to the BTS dorm. Taehyung grabbed the door handle before Yoongi could, held it open and Yoongi walked in as he thanked Taehyung silently. The BTS dorms seemed to be small but inside there was a living room, a kitchen, three bathrooms and seven bedrooms. Yoongi immediately headed to his room, but he was stopped before he could reach his bedroom door. Yoongi looked up annoyed to see who blocked his way, "Hey Yoongi hyung, I wanted to talk about the part we're working on for our new song," Namjoon said rubbing the back of his neck. "Namjoon, I'm tired we can do it when I'm done napping," Yoongi said as he gave Namjoon his sleepy eyes, "No problem hyung," Namjoon said as he moved out of Yoongis path.

Yoongi opened his bedroom door, quickly closed the door behind him before walking to his bed and falling on top of his bed. He stared blankly up at the ceiling, "How are you doing Y/N?" He asked quietly, "Geez Yoongi you make it sound as if I died!" You said as you laughed. Yoongi sighed at the illusion of your high school self appearing due to his lack of sleep, "I really wished I could meet you again. But I don't have the right to," Yoongi mumbled before his eye lids became heavy and he fell into a deep sleep.

~Back to you~

You stopped crying, you entered the bathroom and started washing your face. You splashed water multiple times, making sure it didn't seem like you cried because your manager was coming over to talk to you. You wanted to look as if you weren't having problems, after you made sure there was a little bit of redness in your eyes you left the bathroom no longer worried. Your dorm wasn't as small as you expected it to be when you moved in. Two rooms; one room is your studio and the other room is your bedroom, two bathrooms, a kitchen and a big living room. You walked around as you tried to make your face calm down. "Yoongi remembered me..." kept repeating in your head, you were smiling at the thought of Yoongi not forgetting you. Just then you heard a knock on the door, you quickly walked to the door, unlocked it and slowly opened it. When the door was wide open you recognized your manager, "Hello ma'am," you said bowing, "Hello Miss L/N," your manager said. "Come in," you said motioning her and moving out of her way. As your manager walked in she took off her shoes, "Okay let's talk in your living room," your manager suggested before walking off. You closed the door then locked it and quickly followed behind her, "I'm sorry I left earlier than normal today," you apologized before sitting on the couch and she shook her head, "You're fine, don't worry about it," your manager said reassuring you. "So I'm here to talk to you about something your fans have requested for awhile now, the BigHit staff and I finally agreed to do this," your manager said as she looked down as a piece of paper she was holding onto. "You'll be doing a collab with one of the boy groups, and I mean the ones that are under BigHit," your manager said and you nodded. "I'm fine with that," you said nodding, you were as happy to complete your fans request. "Okay good I'll meet you in room 24 tomorrow at 9:30 A.M. Don't be late," she said and you nodded.

I hoped you enjoyed!
~XutieMiako