Polarized Antagonism

8:

Lucia

I certainly havent done anything in my entire life to warrant this kind of treatment in the middle of the fucking night.

Nagtaklob na ako ng unan para hindi ko makinig yung ring ng phone ko pero mukhang hindi ito nasira agad nung binato ko siya.

This past few days have been hard for me, really. After nung incident sa party ni David, aside from the school works, lagi kami pinapatawag sa may guidance office para kausapin to check up on our mental state.

I know they were just doing our job... pero fuck lang ha, mukhang yung guidance counselor pa ata namin yung mas may pinoproblema kaysa sa akin.

Maybe if i wasnt sober, i'd listen to her complain about her life...

Pero that is not the reason why am i curled up in my bed at 2:34 a.m in the morning.

Cameron kept calling me! She must have left 16 missed calls already!

Tumayo ako sa kama ko para kunin yung phone ko. I'll turn it off para hindi niya na ako guguluhin pa.

I picked up my phone near the trash bin at nakita ko na she already messaged me 7 times.

Ano ba iniisip niya?

Is this some plot to ruin my sleep? Psychological warfare ba to?

Papatayin ko na sana yung phone ko ng maalala ko ang mga sinasabi ni Tita sa akin pati na din ni Yaya Dalia. They told me na Cameron always sneaks at the middle of night at paguwi nito ay puro sugat na ang kaniyang katawan.

No one knows where she'd been or kung anong nangyari sa kaniya. The idiot won't talk about it.

Damn it. If i wasnt so damn indebted to tita baka pinatayan ko na nga ng phone itong si Cameron.

Labag man sa aking loob, ginawa ko pa din para kay tita and yaya dalia who worries about her a lot. Like a fucking lot.

" Come outside with a ladder. "

Is what she texted me.

What the fuck?

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" I can't believe you're making me do this?!" I hissed at this dumb bitch who was stuck on a fucking tree.

Hindi ako mapakali sa sarili ko! I was so frustrated and annoyed at her antics that i maybe pulled out my hair out of sheer anger!

" Your drunk ass owe me. " sagot nito sa akin habang bumaba sa ladder na dinala ko galing sa garage.

Itulak ko kaya to?

God! I hate her so much!

" Why are you even stuck on that tree in the first place? " tanong ko sa kaniya ng nakababa na siya.

Cameron just rolled her eyes at me at bago pa ako makapag salita ay tinakpan niya agad yung bibig ko.

" Can you keep it down?! If you shamelessly asked me questions with that loud voice of yours it beats the purpose that you have to get this ladder in a quite manner. " she whispered. That was too fucking long but she made sense.

What did i just say?

Fuck!

Pinagtulungan namin dalhin yung ladder sa may garage at dahan-dahan din na pumasok sa loob ng bahay.

I'm sure that Yaya Dalia and the others are still fast asleep pa.

Habang naglalakad kami sa taas papunta sa kwarto namin, I noticed that she have few   bruises and scratch in her arms and legs.