Polarized Antagonism

14:

Cameron

Unlike Yoi who i cannot stand at all, Joe is less annoying. He was just kinda there. Kapag may ginagawa akong kagaguhan sa buhay ko, he wouldn't say anything or stop me from doing it.

Like i said, he was just there. Kaya naman i don't mind him being around me.

I can't remember exactly when i started hanging out with him. It's probably because he's friends with Naomi and Yoi kaya we ended up being labeled by people as friends.

We're not friends. I'm not friends with any of them. At least that's what i think.

" Cheer up, Cameron. " Joe looked at me blankly. He didn't mean what he said, i can just tell that by looking at him.

Inabot niya sa aking ang isang canned coke zero at tumabi sa akin sa patio chair na inuupuan ko ngayon.

He's patronizing me.

" Are you mad ? " he asked.

" Since when did you and Lucia started talking ? " i asked him.

" That last party where some lunatic crashed. " he replied casually. " I got her phone number so we started texting. "

That fucking party. Ever since that day parang nag kick start lahat ng mga unfortunate na pangyayari sa buhay ko. Sabi ko na nga dapat hindi na lang ako sumama.

I had a gut feeling that it would be a bad idea pero i went instead because Naomi asked me to.

Curses.

" Why Lucia of all people ? There's like so many girls in our school, Joe. " I opened the coke he gave me at bigla naman itong pumutok sa kamay ko.

This fucking bitch. He must have shook it before giving it to me.

" Anyway as i was saying, bakit hindi na lang yung head cheerleader ng school natin or some loud obnoxious girl. Why does it have to be her, Joe ? "

Joe smirked as he gestured his hand towards Lucia's direction. Chihiro was taking her pictures at ito naman si Lucia ay kung anong-anong pose ang ginagawa.

Seriously, she looks like an idiot.

" Just look at her, Cameron. Lucia is beautiful and she's really smart too. She's not your usual " book-smart " kind of girl. " he crossed his legs and glance at my direction. " I don't see why not i should pursue her. "

Gusto ko siyang sipain sa pool. He's too full of himself.

I don't even know why I'm so pressed about him and Lucia possibly dating in the future. They can go fuck themselves for all i care.

" I understand that she's your cousin and you might feel like she's being taken away from you. But Cameron, i have nice intentions. "

Intentions my ass.

Joe is being annoying like Yoi. Whatever he's doing right now. I don't like it. It makes me feel sick to my bones.

" I honestly don't give two shits about what your intentions are. " tumayo na ko sa kinauupuan ko at hinarap siya. " But keep in mind that whatever is going between with you two, huwag nyo kong guguluhin. "

Lucia

It's saturday morning but we still have school. Good thing is 9:00 a.m pa magstastart yung seminar for career choices para sa buong senior high school.

Maaga akong gumising because i decided to run in the treadmill at mag yoga bago ako umalis. I took a shower and dressed myself with a baby blue croptop cardigan shirt and high waisted jeans. I let my hair down and put two hair clips just so that i have accessories in my hair.