The Rich Girl's Crush

Chapter16- I'm sorry.

On top is New York by Alisia Keys. Cuz Avu is free. There's nothing she can't do. Even though she's not in New York 😂😅
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Sid POV
-- Reemi has never fainted before. Faisu says that she'll be just fine. That she just needs some rest. All I can do is hope that he's right.--
--I switch on my phone- remembering the random texts. It's from Sana💩.
Sana 💩>hi
Sana 💩> I need to talk
Sana 💩> could you call?
Sid> hi!
Sid> yeah sure! I'll call.
Call from Sid to Sana
Sid: hey... Whassup?
Sana: (through sniffles) yeh. I know that this is a super odd time to call. But I really needed to say something. Immediately.
Sid: were you crying?
Sana: what? No... why would I be?
Sid: don't lie. What's wrong!?
Avneet POV
--ugh! What's you're problem. Why does it bother you that I am hurt! And besides I bet you were sleeping peacefully with your new 'girlfriend' and my call is just interrupting you people's sweet talk! But don't you worry Siddhart- I'll be straight to the point!--
Avu: nothing! Will you stop being so self centered and let me speak!
Sid: ok.
-- I wipe a few more tears off my face as I remember what Jaan said- Choose! And I chose Faisu and Avneet. So Sana will have to go.--
Sid: um Sana. U still there?
Avu: yeah. But I won't be for long.
Sid: what?
Avu: I'm going away.
Sid: what? To where?
Avu: to New York. Forever! My father got a job transfer and a good home. So we're going there and never returning.
Sid: (silence)
Avu: I just called you to say... you won't be able to call or contact me again. So... if there is something you wanted to ever tell me- now is the time.
-- haha. Who am I kidding. Siddhart is probably not even listening to me. Obviously he wouldn't care to say anything to me. I should just cut the call--
Sid POV
-- she's going to New York forever. What? Why me! Why does all the worlds most heartbreaking things happen to me! First I lost my parents. And now I'm losing Sana. Why? Why is the world so cruel!
I feel tears gush down my eyes. She asks me whether I wanted to say something.
I have a million things that I want to say. That I will miss her. That I will never forget her. That I love her. That I always thought about her. Every night- every day.
But nothing came out of my mouth. I was shock struck. My hands went cold and some part of my heart just died.--
Sana: so if there's nothing you want to say. Then bye!
Sid: (through hard sniffles) no wait!
Sana: what?!
Sid: can I meet you one last time?
Sana: no. Never! I'm leaving right now. So this is the last time you'll be hearing this voice from Sana. So any last words to me?

Sana: you should be Sorry. For making me fall for you. For making me feel guilty. For making memories with me that I will never be able to forget. You did this to me. And now I will never be able to properly love someone. Because I'll always think about you.
Sid: so you love me?
Sana: no. I loved you. Now I have to go.
Sid: wait. I love you too.
Sana: (letting out a snicker ) liar.
Cuts the call
Sid POV
-- tears keep gushing down my cheeks. Why today of all days. I though Sana and I would stay together. Eventually I would tell her that I like her. And eventually we would start becoming girlfriend and boyfriend. Then maybe someday get married.
But I was wrong. Very wrong.
I receive a text from Sana.
Sana 💩>thank you Siddhart.
Sana 💩> you gave me the guts to finally tell you. Hope you have a wonderful life with your girlfriend.
Sana 💩> don't think of me. You'll just be hurt. Cuz you'll probably never hear from me again.
Sana 💩> bye topsoil.
This contact no longer exists
-- so this is how it ends. How could she do this to me. Then again what was her fault.--
-- I run out of the house as I put on my leather jacket, grabbing my bike keys. Zooming off to the closest alcohol shop that I could find and buying two bottles.
I zoom to the canal side where I had once taken Avneet. I sit on the concrete edge of the canal as I open one of the bottles and take a long swoosh. My brain suddenly feeling fluffy and light.
I take a few more chugs until I'm completely wasted.
I look into the water. It's her. She's right next to my reflection. Her soft blue eyes gazing into the water. Her smile as prominent as ever- bright and childlike. Her lips mouthing the word- topsoil. As in what she used to call me.—
I reach into the water to touch her cheeks, to cup her face into my hands. Then to pull her into an embrace and never let her go.
Before I know it, I've drank the whole bottle.
I pack up the rest of the bottle and zoom back home. I can barely stand by the time I'm at the doorstep. The alcohol has completely gotten to my head. I ring the doorbell once before my legs fail me and I collapse into the arms of Faisu.--
Faisu POV
Faisu: what the hell! Siddhart?
Abhi: is he drunk?
Faisu: yes. I can smell the alcohol off him. He probably drank a whole bottle.
Abhi: but he never drinks enough to collapse. The last time he drank this much was...
Faisu: never. He never drank this much. Something must have happened.
Abhi: could it be Reem?
Faisu: I don't think so. I'm pretty sure it's something else.
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Avu POV
I feel light. As if a huge amount of guilt just flew away to New York. The guilt I had named Sana Zubair.
Now I'm only Avneet, Avneet Kaur. I have an identity and a life. And I'm finally going to live again.
I text Jaan:-
Avu> hey tomorrow is girls night right?
Jaan 💆>yeah. Why you up this late yaar!
Avu> too excited to sleep! Can't frickin wait!
Jaan> whoa you're feeling jolly. Something happened?
Avu> nah... I just feel so free. Free from everything. All the guilt in me feels gone and I feel light hearted.
Jaan> ok. Now go to sleep and let me sleep.
Avu: Fine! Byeeeeee!
Jaan: bye!
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Vomment!
You guys may think this is completely devastating and super sad Sidneet separation... but think again. Atleast now Sid will be able to start a new life and maybe eventually love again...
and Avu will be able to live her life without having to take on another identity :)

So it's a win-win situation (kinda)
But I'm pretty sure that the story just gets happier from now on 😏👌🥳

So yay!

Until I write again...

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